碇 シンジン

Yep and the worst part of the whole thing starts to appear when you start to feel bullied when people are just innocently joking with you for real, you take gests of friendship as ridiculing your weakness and lonelyness... it really is terrible...

The worst for me in terms of bullying(idk if it is straight up bullying but it hurt regardless), but my best friend had a bunch of friends in our dorm while he just came in to grab something and he invited them in, I knew them, but I really didn't buddy up to them. Anyways they thought I was asleep as I was trying to and they just noticed that I have a pretty setup comp with about 4 periphreals for aviation sims and the like so they proceeded on kind of joking about the way I spent a lot...

Sorry, I just realized I shouldn't really be putting all this into your feed, just kind of got into it and didn't really stop.