碇 シンジン

I'm not feeling very good. Why am I like this why I'm staring this screen all day long waiting for something to happen when nothing is happening. What am I waiting for. Why can't I do something else. Why am I like this. Why I am just sleeping and when I wake up I go to my computer waiting for the day to end. Is this really worth it? Why nothing interests me I just think about the forums all the time. Why I am chained into here? What is wrong with me? Why can't I live like ever...