Good for you my personality always changes and stuff like people call me a manipulative sociopath other times they call me their Guardian other times they call me psycho yea my personality changes people think I have multiple personality disorder.
I understand how you feel man even though I'm not the same way myself, as I've encountered similar feelings about different things. You should just be yourself and not worry about what anyone else is like. You are awesome and beautiful just the way you are.