碇 シンジン

I'm sorry to hear that

*hugs* everypony has to relearn lessons, look at the mane six, some of them still struggle, dont punish yourself

We all have our moments of weakness, some of our even more fragile than others. You tried though right? That's what matters, you'll be even stronger next time. It's a trial and error thing. You will fail several times but you will take away something of value each time and become stronger.