碇 シンジン

I regret basically wasting my years at school and then not even going to high school that pretty much screwed up everything. 

And now I'm basically at the rock bottom because of that and I keep telling myself to not to think about these things and that they will work out but tbh I don't know who i am trying to fool Here. And since it is actually working I don't really know what I should think about myself anymore.