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I hope things get better for you soon!

I felt that way when I came back late last year as well. It was admitedly pretty depressing.

But there are still people who might remember you. Like me for instance.

i been feeling pretty odd these days half the time i feel kinda good but when i start to think about my feeling it gets pretty bad 

Photoshop have a different brush setting.

While stroke in sai kinda blur, in photoshop is fully rendered, thats also why the brushes in photoshop are slower, the better the pc the better photoshop works.

Borodante (on youtube) explain it pretty well, seek borodante sai :3!

Yeah just downloaded some brushes for Photoshop and already starting to get the hang of it.

Thanks^^

@Tacodidra
 

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 It's just pretty frustrating when my skills are so limited, being basically one level above stick figures  Drawing humans, that's one of the things I'm worst at too

That's almost word to word to how I would describe myself  and also, like I stated earlier, simplicity isn't bad, it can actually be good in many cases, and I myself am also going towards lot simpler style than I originally planned to.

Look at some drawing hints and practice on little things, for example, I have a page full of heads in my sketchbook, nothing else, just small heads, and surprise surprise, I practiced heads when I did it  

@Catpone Cerberus I definitely agree on simplicity not necessarily being bad, that example you posted is a good one!

And sometimes even the first draft might be the best! There was this one character I came up with just by scribbling some random stuff out of boredom. The design changed a bit later on, but then I found the original drawing again... I realized it looked a lot better than the later versions!

@Tacodidra
That's true too, but in can be other way around also, for example the gray pony I posted was my Ponysona before the Catpone. They are technically the same character 

Coming close to a philosophy that I have and that is that you are not who you were years ago (or even months or days ago if you prefer). A separate soul from the one that used your body as a host a few years back. 

Interesting observation. The similarities feel like they exist but when I look closely it is as if they were there only because I put them there in the first place or want them to be there for some reason. It is not like they were there by default.

My line of thinking suggests that they were there from the beginning but was there really anything in there at the  beginning. As we are products of our own actions and choices before the choice the choice was not present it is only present after and while it has been done. 

It is baked into yourself quickly after that usually without any major leads on how you can trace yourself back to it effectively. That might be the point when something new entirely is born from yourself. Adapting into the changing environment changes everything including the core of your being.

Can you really identify as something you were before if that something is fundamentally different compared to your current predicament. Even if some parts are similar the way they adapt you into situations is ever changing which in turn undermines the said similarity to a point where it is not really relevant anymore.

I'm sure it will be worth it, though! Have fun playing!

Definitely... every year goes faster than the one before.

Foomf. That was it, 2018, mate ...