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碇 シンジン

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  1. https://vignette.wikia.nocookie.net/elderscrolls/images/3/3b/Karl.ogg
  2. 50h in and first major ctd occurrence started  

  3. I used to feel about them as I was evaluating myself through others these days they are mostly just for my own sake
  4. I wasn't really on my right mind for the last 24h as this emptiness is starting to take its toll on me. Gladly I was able to stabilize myself with the help of this site again atleast temporarily

    1. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      I'm glad the forums helped a little! :kindness:

  5. Hhhhhhhhhh⁉️♀️⚠️♾⛾⚅⚀⚁⚂⚃🏁🔘🏳🏴

  6. Started new Skyrim playthrough

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    2. Thuja

      Thuja

      Dark elves are great, shame about your last playthrough though.  I usually pick redguards but lately I've been going for nords.

    3. 碇 シンジン

      碇 シンジン

      Yeah I went nord on my last play through too as I changed the race midway to Dark Elf. That might've contributed into the corruption somehow. Also I probably could have somewhat fixed the save but since my mod loadorder was getting pretty full I decided to free up some space by merging stuff.

      So new game was pretty much the only way to go at that point.

    4. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      Have fun, my friend! :yay:

  7. Times like this feeling like im drifting further and further from myself

    1. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      I hope you feel better soon, my friend! :kindness:

  8. Not really close with them tbh somehow I got this animosity against them sometimes for some reason, but maybe it's just me
  9. for me I kinda stopped thinking altogether as nowadays it feels like I dont have any unwanted thoughts or any thoughts for that matter most of the time
  10. Yep watched it couple weeks back and loved it though the ending didn't really fit in with the rest of the series imo still Shounen Bat is my fave Currently caught up with Bunny Girl and started watching Initial D
  11. I guess your state does really influence on what type of content you enjoy watching

    1. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      I think that makes a lot of sense actually. A lot of content requires the right mood to enjoy it properly...

  12. No and i dont really think I use this site much either
  13. I don't really think anything will change since hasbro is unlikely to kill off mlp brand completely any time soon and since that is the case this site and other mlp stuff will continue like they used to maybe not with same people they used to but everything will move forward that is for certain
  14. I need to get back the shield I had back then feels like attacks are coming from everywhere

     

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    2. 碇 シンジン

      碇 シンジン

      That is actually spot on! Now feeling like I should move on but I don't really have anywhere to move on to.

      Back then I built my identity using this site as a foundation and after I tried to get rid of it it is still clinging on me. 

      Now I have kinda myself without this site in emptiness and myself with this site clinging from that emptiness and both of them are inside of me.

       

      Been trying to get rid of the old me but I doesn't really feel like i have anything to replace it by so it's just clinging onto me and causing issues with how I sense myself and my identity

    3. JonasDarkmane

      JonasDarkmane

      Is the old you how you still identify as in you still show the same behaviors/beliefs?

      Or is it more like about the public image that you/others associated with your old self? 

       

      As for what you have to replace the old self with, how about you? The now? Or is that a mask/do You find it to be fake?

    4. 碇 シンジン

      碇 シンジン

      It's more like that I feel that I've lost the feeling on how I should differentiate between them as in I cannot tell what is the real me and what is not.

      What I mean is that I don't know if the new me is just a lie that I been telling to myself to escape from  the old me it's the same with the old one as I don't feel certain that it was the truth either.

      So the situation is pretty much me tangled into myself as I've been lying myself for so long I cannot differentiate the lies from reality anymore.

       

  15. There isn't anything unfair about them the unfair thing is how much those "creators" can get away with making money leeching off from other peoples content
  16. This site is really good

    1. Lulaypp

      Lulaypp

      Agreed.

      A few bumps but generally nice and pretty versatile.

  17. I use "Are you kidding me" and "冗談じゃないわよ" (Joudan janai wa yo) most often and casually when talking to myself. Other than that I tend to avoid the stuff
  18. I dont think so and I really don't care about that stuff anymore
  19. Coal miners shift manager on Santa's coal mine from where he delivers coal to the bad kids
  20. Today was one of the better days I think 

    1. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      I'm glad to hear that, my friend! :rarity:

  21. I don't drink coffee since I don't agree with it I only drink juice water and milk
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