碇 シンジン

When I think about it is it even possible that something could have always existed. It doesn't feel natural it feels like there should always be some kind of catalyst or something that enables the existence of the thing in question. What I am talking about is the existence in itself it doesn't feel right if you say that it has always existed. But it doesn't feel right if you say that God created it either since who created the God then. Only conclusion that I am able to come up with right now is that there is some kind of paradox which allows the existence of existences what I mean is that there must be some kind of existence outside of the linearity of this existence and that state of existence should be accessible to us at some point in order for everything to work correctly. To make better sense of that and applying it into our current existence I think that we are currently inhabiting two layers of existences. One linear and one nonlinear. Currently we experience ourselves through the linear layer but our attachment to the nonlinear layer must be there for everything to make sense. What I think is going on is basically our nonlinear existences for together our current existence collectively inside of them. The idea of individualism and expression comes as a byproduct of this linear existence which allows the collective entity that forms everything to basically assume multiple instances of itself through every individual that it manifests itself into. Using that as a starting point I think that when moving forward our goal as individuals is to individualize ourselves as a new collective entity assuming the old one into our individualized self and separate ourselves from the old and form a new layer of existence beginning the cycle again from the start.

Lieutenant Commander

Amazing

I can't believe I have to do this just because I lost that rock paper scissors game yesterday

I know the feeling of shame same thing has pretty much been bothering me for last 2-3 years and its been pretty hard to deal with

Yeah I think @Jeric did it intentionally like that as i recall him saying something about collecting the reactions which I think is pretty neat gimmick to the system and I think adds to the value of the system encouraging users to participate in the community and events

apparently its been around for quite some time I realized it myself only around half a year ago also im having so much fun with this event exactly what i needed since my mood hasnt been very light this week

you can see the numbers if you go to your profile and click the number of reputation you have

Blue Tortoise

Spare wheel

Dark

Being unable to die would be pretty interesting. Definitely something that I would be up to as discovering the workings of this world is not something you can achieve quickly

Dekuuuuuuuu !!!

Element of explosion

8/10

It doesn't take much for me to reach my limit these days, the feeling starts from near my stomach and crawls upward I can feel the pressure creeping up on me . It is not good feeling for me and it has really been only a matter of time before it comes again. I identify myself through my display name and avatar here and because of that more the time passes the more they accumulate pressure from the experiences that I've had here. At some point it grows too big for me to keep under control and that is why I need to start over. The feeling changes pretty quickly after I've separated myself from the old identifiers which brings me into somewhat peaceful state It's not probably the best way to handle this kind of situation but I want to be able to move forward. I'd like to be able to use my old name here one day again and feel comfortable doing so. Though that is only how I see it atm what really is going on might be completely different