Magic Note

I'll probably say from what I've seen: 1) The Empire Strikes Back 2) Return of the Jedi 3) Revenge of the Sith 4) A New Hope 5) The Phantom Menace 6) Attack of the Clones The jury's still out on the sequel movies and the two spinoffs. I need to get around to watching them one day.

I did an MBTI test a while ago and I got introvert as well. I've always been introverted but think it's gotten worse as the years go on.

I also have social anxiety and it's a quite severe case of it.

Star Wars: A New Hope is extremely overrated and not enjoyable for most of the film. There's too much padding, slow pacing, bad writing, irrelevant scenes (Jawas having no relevance to the plot or movie whatsoever) that ruin the movie. Not to mention, Luke and Han are very unlikable characters for most of the film. Then there's the lightsaber "duel" with Obi-Wan and Vader, easily the most anticlimactic lightsaber duel in the series. "Strike me down, and I will become more powerful than you could possibly imagine." That line was literal cringe. No wonder why George Lucas was terrible at writing scripts. Once Upon a Time in America is easily one of the worst films ever created. The uncut version is too long and sleep-inducing.

I wasn't even aware that the term snew existed. I prefer using the term snowed because that is a word.

I get that feeling all the time. It's not easy where I have that feeling of dread that someone hates me or has hated me to begin with.

All I know is that I'm still unsure which one I am between bi/pan because it changes just about every other day, but I still prefer men.

I'm similar to @Odyssey: Most days I like being alone, but other days I prefer to have some people to talk to.

I still have significant trouble making friends. I often say the wrong thing and hurt them unintentionally, or just forget to talk to them because I get overwhelmed with managing people to talk to. It's especially more apparent of my severe social anxiety and low self-esteem.

I had an unusual 2019. While I felt like I made a bit of progress, such as losing weight and better understanding anxiety, there's still a lot of work to be done. So I guess I'd say my 2019 was mediocre.

Pokémon was the game I went to back in the day. I was addicted to that and Zelda. As of today, the game I put in a lot of time in is Out of the Park Baseball 20. I put hundreds of hours into simulating that game this year alone.

You assumed correctly. I would give it a try, but I'm extremely introverted, both off and on the internet that I need to give it some time. There are a lot of good communities, but I just feel like I'm not ready for one just yet until I can get some therapy first.

I don't feel comfortable meeting new people because I am too weary of bad experiences in the past. Not to mention adding social anxiety with social awkwardness and low self-esteem and you've got a bad combination.

The weather here was winter-like today. These Midwest warm spells that happened the past few days throw me off physically and mentally because it never lasts long and then I get sick.

Mine is getting worse since the last post. I always fear the worst, and always feel miserable about myself.

I have an orthodontist appointment then I'm eating dinner at my brother's house. I already got my haircut earlier...so I guess this is a busy day for me!

I usually start the game on Normal. Rarely, I choose hard difficulty if the rewards are worth it.

Not one bit. I'm eager to lose more weight so I can be at a healthy weight.

I was getting ready to eat dinner tonight.

I last had a half of a glass of soda to drink with dinner.

Klarth F. Lester from Tales of Phantasia. Who is this?

The problem is that society is very judgmental towards transgender people and people who are experiencing/have experienced gender dysphoria.

My stomach. Even after I lost weight last year, I'm still not a huge fan of it and I'm sure there are people who'll judge me for being overweight.

I loved the original Lion King movie. I don't have plans to see it as of right now, because my nephew's gonna watch it with his friend either this weekend or the next.