Kamii

I actually have four OCs and I never use them for anything really

I hope you get to have art of them one day 'cause I bet they would look great!

Now I see why you love raiding doors, Door Slammer being your favorite Yule lad and all ;D
Some interesting culture you have ;D A bunch of prankster, creeping children of all ages, stealing and robbing everyone =3 (Still, I wanna meet 'em nya )

I know what you mean to an extent. I also can't fit in with most people my age. I'm not interested in what's fashionable or "cool". I only seem to care about videogames, animals, you name it, anything they would find gay~.
But darling, what you feel is absolutely normal. It may seem strange but it's common for someone to feel the way you are.
I'm so glad you found MLP and the Brony community. We'll always be here for you darling, no matter what ok?

Ok dude. Here's the thing:

There's more than plenty of people that are just like you.. I mean, look at me.

I still haven't shown any kind of personality (i guess) in this forum since I'm new and all. But I am just like you.

I was part of a community before and I still have friends from that time. I was crazy, funny and didn't give two bucks about what others thought of me. That's me.

On the other hand, when I'm at school I feel like I can't express my feelings. I am the definition of what the society doesn't want.
I'm a girl who likes video games, I am teen and watch tv cartoons, I hate any kind of girly thing. It's hard to express myself when everyone around me is exactly the opposite of me.

That's also me.

I think what you don't get (or I don't know what I'm talking about here) is that both sides are you.

You are introvert. You probably can't talk to people face to face because you feel different or just something doesn't feel right about that.

But deep (DEEEEEEP) inside you, you are a great person with a lot to look up to.

It may seem weird but, it's possible.

Do you have any "best friend" that actually knows both "you's"?

I do. She is stupid and weird beyond any doubt. But one day, she decided to sit by my side when she saw me all alone. We talked and she realised that I had been through a lot of "depressing" stuff that most people don't go through (at least not the same way).
After I told her about me, I noticed she was crying along with me. Since that day, she understands that I'm a depressing little turd, but also the funniest gal she knows And I'm happy for that.

Just wait for that day when someone will come and talk to you. Talk to them freely. If they have a problem with that, they suck...
Probably you will find a friend.