Moony the Cat

I think i got very sick. Before i had to go to a Toilet, i had immense pain, so bad that i wanted to scream for a Hospital. That happened a lot of times in the past 3 Weeks. It all started 3 weeks ago, when i did eat a lot of stuff i was allergic too (it was small dishes, so i thought nothing bad could happen, i just didnt thought about it so much ), so it was my own stupid fault, i felt like something was going to explode inside of me and it did hurt soooo much. Im so scared. Im so scared that the doctors dont find anything, im so scared that i might have this pain forever now, everytime i get diarrhea. I know its supposed to hurt, but it did never hurt so badly. I went to a doctor, he didnt find anything suspicious. Im now going to a specialist. But im so afraid, that he might not find anything either. Why cant i go back to that stupid day and tell my old self that he was a huge Idiot and stop him...im so scared. Both the normal doctor and my mother dont believe me that i have anything bad...i really hope it stops. I didnt had that pain since last saturday i think, but maybe just because i didnt had diarrhea in the last few days. My stomach still hurts late at night a little, and sometimes i get a weird uncomfortable feeling, kinda similar to that, when you have to trow up, only that im pretty sure, it comes somewhere from my intestine and not my stomach. Maybe, i dont know. My life is a real nightmare right now.