Moony the Cat

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I dont know why i post this, but im lost and need to talk something out. I could write it in the Life Advice Topic but im pretty sure they wouldnt be a solution to my problem, so i keep it as a Blog Update. My current Living Situation gets worse. At first i wrote an Update about being angry at my sisters Dog, but i never actually mentioned the whole story. Its not just that the Dog annoys me, im heavily allergic to the Dog. The Doctor even said i could get Asthma after a while and should really move out. My current Health Problems regarding the Allergy are : A skin rash ( i think its spelled ) on my face, which swells and then burst open and bleeds, my Pillow has small blood marks as well as some of my cloathing, because it almost always bleeds, a skin rash on my legs, with red and purple marks that itch and hurt, a constant running nose, coughing and last but not least, infections behind and in my ears, that hurt. And since i have ear problems already and have to let them get cleaned by a doctor at east once a year, now i have pain every single time, either that or i dont go to the doctor and dont hear much at all, since my ears get closed. So...yeah, we have the Dog for almost over 10 Years now, that means 10 Years of suffering so far and it doesnt come to an end, it just gets worse. Talking to my Family doesnt work, they dont want to give the dog away and that gets me even more stress, because of the constant discussions about it. My Health gets worse and my sanity also decreased. I get Rage outs and anger attacks, burst out crying or get suicide thoughts. Well, at least that was the beginning. Currently im so depressed, angry and stressed out, that i even thought about killing the dog or my sister. ( i will never do that of course, its just very horrible thoughts ) I need serious help, but nobody wants to help me. Im in emotional and literal pain. I just dont know what to do anymore, my life feels like a joke, like i dont belong here and i just want to leave, but i cant. First the mobbing in my childhood years and the beating up ( which let to early suicide thoughts ), then my teenager years with bullying and first allergy problems and now its still going. I just want to die. I cant get a job, i cant get help, i cant do anything, i dont even have any nearby friends who could help me, nor family members who have space for me. Im afraid i might do something i will regret and might end up in jail, i dont know what to do. Well, if i dont come online anymore, there are two Options for that: Either i comitted suicide or killed someone ( i was very angry as i was written this, of course i wouldnt kill anyone. ) and i would go to jail. ( but im pretty sure i wouldnt kill anyone and mostly just beat someone in my family up, but that would me get to prison as well, IN WHICH I WOULD STILL LIVE MORE HEALTHIER THAN I DO NOW! Dont know what this will bring, but i have no one to talk to and the person who owns the dog, even threatend to sue me, after i made everything public about the situation. Isnt life wonderful? Oh yeah, also, apparently, if i would manage to actually get a job education, i still wouldnt have enough money for my first year to move out, leading to work stress and life stress at the same time. Great Conditions, for showing motivation and a positive aura for a Job. EDIT : I also forgot to mention, that i also have stomach problems, probably because of the constant changes in emotions, which lets to chest pain, and me having to go the toilette very often and because i have to drive for over an hour to go to work, the drive itself is a nightmare. Also also, do to my emotional problems, i had to stop drawing and probably will never have a relationship what so ever in the next...i dont know, 2-3 Years or even longer.

I think the Option to create your own Character is really cool, specially since you can feel special, while your Character helps and is part of the Story. I mean, we already have character customization in a lot of Games, in racing Games you can change your Cars, paint them or upgrade them, in roleplaying games you create your own character and in games like The Sims. So i dont see a Problem with that new Function. Yeah sure, a few People hate Ocs or recolors but...there are already tons of these, so this game wouldnt change much. I will definitely play this game at some point.

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The most memorable Music Pieces for me are : - Some of the Music from Silent Hill Games, specially the End Credits Songs like Hometown from Silent Hill 3, Cradle of Forest from Silent Hill 4 and When youre gone from Silent Hill Shattered Memories, even though im not sure if it was an end credits song. - The Credits Theme from Kirbys Dream Course, i found it so cute and beautiful, that i cried ( just a little ) the first time hearing the music and i recorded it on tape, making it the first soundtrack i ever owned. - Some of the Rayman 1 Music, specially Mr. Darks Theme and the 2 Boss Songs from the Painting World. - pretty much all composed Songs from Obscure 1 and 2. - The Theme Song for Alone in the Dark - The New Nightmare. - The two Songs from Pop Will Eat Itself, from the game Loaded. - The Theme Song from Flipull and lets just end it here, or the List will go on for...WAIT A MINUTE, the freaking Worms Theme Songs, my favorite Video Game Music of all time as a child, how i could i forget that? XD

I have beaten Batman Returns on the SNES, but only on the easy difficulty. No Idea if i try the other difficulty settings. But i probbaly will, since i have nothing else to do.

I actually managed to play trough Batman Returns for the Sega Game Gear ( beating both Routes ), despite me not being able to beat the Master System Version of that Game. But the Game Gear Version was a tiny bit easier, enough for me to keep trying and beating it.

Im happy today, because my sister just gave me the third and fourth Season of Smallville as a gift and i found a cheap auction for the game Batman Returns for the Snes.

Since not every one in this comment chain is over 30 Years ( not even the Topic Creater for some reason XD ) i can also write a post in here, i believe. Im not that old yet, im 22 and turning 23 next month. I only had a female childhood friend but no real relationship girlfriend yet. I was in love with many females but never talked to anyone of them, because im really shy. At the moment i also suffer from stress and currently im more busy in, trying to find a way away from home. If im unlucky and still continue at failing to get a job, i might be still single at the age of 25. Then im old enough to get an own apartment and move out and at that point, i would be interested in having a relationship. Even though since i am a boring person in general and might even have autism, i would probably have a lot of problems. I have no idea, if i would ever manage to get an relationship, but i really want to.

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I like both current running Sherlock Holmes Series, the Bbc one and Elementary. From the BBC Series, i think i only watched Season 1 so far, but it could be that i also watched parts of Season 2. I stopped watching though, because i was planning to watch all the earlier Series first, even though i havent started yet.

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As far as i know, i live in a small city. I have no Idea, how big the population exactly is here.

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Dont get me wrong, i like slice of life type stuff, My Little Pony Tales is my favorite Series out of everything, that Mlp has done so far, ( G4 is a little bit over the top, with the Jokes and characters for me sometimes ) i just think that for a real big Movie, that wouldnt be enough. Except its some sort of Comedy Movie perhaps or a romantic Movie...hmm, even though i have no idea, how such a movie would have turned out. G3 was generally very calm minded, the only thing that really stuck to my memory was the Movie Twinkle Wish Adventure ( and maybe the christmas special with Minty ) which had a few jokes and was actually pretty good but still, for a big movie, i dont think it would have earned that much Money, considering an animaton/live action hybrid would have cost a lot of money to begin with, i think.

Well, the Video Game " Shoot " by Phoenix Games i believe, is the worst one i have played, in terms of cheap production. I mean all the Mini Games are as simple as " shoot as long as you can and get a highscore ", no story, no boss battles, you can only move from left to right in the shooting stages, with one screen at a time and a very empty looking sky level, in which there is nothing, except a few enemys you have to shoot. And the worst part is, that some of these Mini Games are exact the same, just with a slightly different colored character and that some of these Minigames were also sold seperately under a new title. In terms of being unplayable or frustrating i would have to say " Ghostmaster The Gravenville Chronicles ", i dont remember exactly what got me so frustrated, but i ended up, smashing the Cd, because i got so angry. I guess it was, because it took so freaking long to get a person to go, where you want them too and then you can still screw yourselve, by not making your character do something in time and you have to do it all over again. Its basically like the Sims, but you play as a Ghostmaster and have to bring the Sims to move somewhere, by scaring them with Monsters, which you also have no direct control over, you just place them somewhere, as far as i remember. It just takes soooo long and its kinda random, if the characters will move, where you want them to. There is also the Game " Realm of the Dead " from Midas Games, which is a Zombie Horror Game, with kinda simplistic graphics and its not really scary. It was still interesting to play, at least, even though as a Horror Game, it was pretty boring. Its more of a fantasy/horror hybrid and sometimes really difficult.

I think it would have been a very interesting concept, mixing Animation with Live Action. I guess it would have reintroduced Megan or something similar to that. I have no clue how a G3 Version would have worked out, since G3 was mostly very calm and didnt even had real villains, as far as i remember, so if the Movie would have been like the Animated ones, it might would have been a little uneventful. To uneventful for a Kids Movie, i would say. I dont remember any theathrical Kids Movies, without some sort of villain or at least a tiny bit action. I still would have seen it.

A cheap Coca Cola Ripoff from K Classic, with zero sugar. Actually pretty good.