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  1. Moony the Cat

    Life
    I kinda promised that after my last Blog Update, which was me talking about suicide, that i would update this Blog if something changed, to this point i never did.
    So, why am i still here? ( you know, apart from being a coward )
    Well, the thing that saved me was Superman. Not even lying. Let me explain.
    I suffered from various things, depression, rage, health issues, no friends, kinda abuse and severe asbergers. But i also had a tendency of hating myself and my life so much, that i would constantly try to pretend my life started from scratch. If you are confused what that means, it meant i would pretend i was born on that day, that my previous life didnt exist and would erase every trace i left, which meant destroying toys i owned, trowing away all of my creative doing aka drawings and deleting my music, internet accounts and even save files from games.
     
    So i tend to lose everything i owned or did, constantly. All the way up to my 20s, that is why i was stuck repeating the few games i owned over and over and constantly having to start my comics from scratch, which meant at the end of the day, i had nothing, i was stuck in a loop. A loop of not getting anywhere. And as you might know, my suicide attempt, that left a scar on my arm.
    Because finding friends failed all the time and so did a therapy, i got the idea to find myself a very big franchise that would keep me occupied and would never want to make me repeat stuff ever again, I tried pretty much everything, various long running anime, video game franchises, marvel, nothing worked.
     
    But then i remembered that one of the biggest fictional universes and one of the oldest ones, would be the DC Universe, that started with Superman as early as the 1930s i believe. Also my father always wanted to show me the superman movies with christopher reeve and because of those 2 things i finally tried it out. And what can i say? It changed my life.
     
    Once i started wtaching the old fleischer cartoons from Superman from the 1940, i was hooked. Pretty much right from the start, beautiful animation and obviously Superman as a really good character, together with his ever growing list of friends and allies, like Lois Lane, Perry White, Jimmy Olsen and later all those other Superheroes. Seeing them all get introduced one by one made me attached to pretty much all of them, i started doing research and made a gigantic list of all adaptations based on all of Dc Comics and even its Imprint Labels.
     
    I still collect and watch/play to this day. The constant themes of hope, justice and sacrificing ones self for the greater good just grew on me. Not only did i hade some sort of a role model now, collecting this franchise also gave me a purpose. My rage attacks got better, i managed to hold out until i was finally able to move out from my mothers house, and where i am now?
     
    I tell you: I AM FREE!
    Thats what i am.
    The urge to repeaet the same shit over and over again is gone, i dont delete my art or music again and i finally managed to watch/play all the things i wanted, in terms of video games i am now from the atari 2600 age all the way up to the XBOX 360.
    That might not sound like much, but for my case its a miracle. Superman and DC as a whole helped me out of all of it.
    I pretty much own them my life at this point.
    And this is basically what happened the recent times, so yes, my situation got better and even though i still hate this world and have depression, i now have reasons to move on and hold it out and a lot of things to appreciate, even if my life stilll sucks and leads nowhere.
  2. Moony the Cat
    EDIT : I AM A GIANT IDIOT, THE MANUAL ACTUALLY EXPLAINS EVERYTHING PROPERLY. I just didnt pay enough Attention...just ignore this Review.
     
    So...before someone says that there is also another Game called Superman 3 that was programmed but then never released, than yes.
     
    There is a Game produced before " Superman - The Game ", which would technically be the second produced Superman Game, that was based on the third Movie, but i didnt found an Emulator for that Game,so i just watched someone else play it.
     
    Its basically like Missile Command, you control Superman and you can fly around the different City Parts ( little Groups of Buildings ) while having to stop the Missiles that get shot from the evil Computer.
    ( in the middle of the screen )
     
    You either have to block the Missiles by going trough them or use your Heat Vision.
    So you use your moving Keys and one shot Key.
    You cant use your X-Ray Vision anymore like in the first Game, but you have a little Mini Map on the Top i think, that lets you see anywhere. ( i guess it could be a replacement for the X-Ray Vision Power )
     
    The Game looks like fun, but its really just, block the Missiles until all the Buildings are destroyed and get a Highscore.
    The Missiles go faster and faster every Round, until you lose.
    It doesnt have an Happy Ending, its just a Highscore Game, so there isnt that much to it.
    As i said, i havent played it, so...i dont know, could be fun.
     
    Now to the real second released Game :
     
    Superman - The Game from 1985.
     
    I actually have the Game for Commodore 64, which includes all the Combat Zones, but since i didnt want to spend so much Money on multiple old Home Computers, i just searched for an Emulator.
     
    I could only find the Spectrum Version, but i have to admit, that i didnt searched that long, but i trust Emu-Paradise the most, since it seems to be the biggest Emulator Side.
     
    And well...the Spectrum Version is shortened and has only one Combat Zone.
    The Commodore Version has 5 and better Graphics
    I wish i could play that Version.
     
    So, lets make this Post shorter by counting Positive and Negative things right away:
    ( and hope that the Post Editor doesnt brake again. )
     
    Positive Things
    The Game looks better and you have 3 Powers now, Flying, X-Ray Vision ( represented by the Mini-Map on the button, which lets you see, where People are ) and your Heat Vision. Two Playable Characters, Superman and Darkseid. ( Darkseid can teleport himself and can use his Omega Beams. ) 5 Combat Zones and 6 Town Zones. ( The normal Town and an Underground Area, both divided by 3 Screens. )

     

    Now the negative Things ( based on the Spectrum Version that i played )
    This Game is confusing ! It says it has two playable Characters, but even the Manuel doesnt tell me, how i can change the Character ! The Manual also only partly explains to me, how the Game Works. It basically told me, i could pick up People and Items by pressing the Fire Button twice ( since you only have the directions Keys and one Action button ), but many times, it doesnt work.I cant pick up People and pressing the Fire Button mutliple times until it actually reacts and lets me pick up an Item, is kinda annoying. Also its weird, that when you pick up an Item ( and it tells you by a Number that you have it ) its still on the Screen for a few more seconds. You also have to change some barriers, to aim with your Heat Vision, because it gets reflected from the Barriers. What the manual didnt explain to me properly was, that i also have to change the Barriers in a way, that they would lead the normal People to a save Exit. That wouldnt be so bad, but some Barriers never change and pressing the Fire Button again for mutliple times until it finally reacts is again : ANNOYING ! Also, everytime you try to pick up an Item or change a Barrier, you automatically shoot your Heat Vision. And you have limited Power, which means you waste your Power every time. Everytime you try to get to a new Place in Town, you enter the same Combat Zone, in which you have to destroy Grenades that get thrown by Darkseid. Okay...which means spamming the shoot Button again. I can describe this Game in 2 Words : REPETITIVE and FRUSTRATING.

     

    Might be, that the Spectrum Version is the worst one and that the Commodore Version is better, but waiting for a Tape to load and spend houndreds of Dollars for a used System and then again Money, for the Tape loader, just for one single Game and then buy again an Amstrad Cpc, an Amiga and a Spectrum for the rest of the old DC Games, just seem to me, like a giant waste of Money.
    I would buy gaming Consoles, because they are often cheaper and dont need that many special Items and have more releases on them, but Home Computer...nah.
     
    I played the Spectrum Version and that gave me enough.
    Its a nice try for a second Game, you have one more Power, an even cooler Enemy and more Action, but the Problems with this game are just to much.
     
    Confusing Controls and Manual, spamming the Action Key everywhere because it doesnt react correctly, nowhere dows the Manual or the Game tell you how to actually change the Character nor does the Manual show you your Buttons that you have to use.
    ITS A MANUAL!!! ITS SUPPOSED TO SHOW YOU, HOW TO PLAY!!!
    WHAT WHERE THEY THINKING???
    And some Items just dont work correctly, like Barriers that wont move or spamming the Action Key over an Item and not picking it up.
     
    I know, i know, maybe my Emulator or my downloaded Rom is broken...could be. Sure.
    Than just see this as the Emu-Paradise Download Version Review.
    The Game is not fun.
    Not at all.
     
    I would give this Game ( Spectrum Version ) a 3/10.
    The Spectrum Version is just spamming the Action Key the entire Game and hoping that something happens.
    It gets frustrating and boring and i actually stopped playing after a few Minutes because its just not fun.
    Its not working correctly, some Functions arent included and the Manual doesnt even tell you everything you need to know.
     
    I didnt played the Commodore Version, but i would give this one a 6/10.
    Good Graphics, a good Variety of Levels and different Combat Zone Mini Games.
    The complete Version seems to be a good second Superman Game.
    I see, that it trys a lot of good things, but if its again just spamming the same Key over and over and over again, i would probably get bored from that Version to.
    It gets one Point in the good because it looks better and has more Content than the first Game, which i would expect from a Sequel.
    But the Spectrum Version is a whole Load of Bull.
    S***.
    Maybe its just not the Game for me.
     
    Anyway, this is all just my Opinion and maybe i just suck at the Game.
    Or maybe im just to stupid, to understand the Game.
  3. Moony the Cat
    I dont know why i post this, but im lost and need to talk something out. I could write it in the Life Advice Topic but im pretty sure they wouldnt be a solution to my problem, so i keep it as a Blog Update.
    My current Living Situation gets worse.
    At first i wrote an Update about being angry at my sisters Dog, but i never actually mentioned the whole story.
    Its not just that the Dog annoys me, im heavily allergic to the Dog. The Doctor even said i could get Asthma after a while and should really move out. My current Health Problems regarding the Allergy are : A skin rash ( i think its spelled ) on my face, which swells and then burst open and bleeds, my Pillow has small blood marks as well as some of my cloathing, because it almost always bleeds, a skin rash on my legs, with red and purple marks that itch and hurt, a constant running nose, coughing and last but not least, infections behind and in my ears, that hurt.
    And since i have ear problems already and have to let them get cleaned by a doctor at east once a year, now i have pain every single time, either that or i dont go to the doctor and dont hear much at all, since my ears get closed.
    So...yeah, we have the Dog for almost over 10 Years now, that means 10 Years of suffering so far and it doesnt come to an end, it just gets worse. Talking to my Family doesnt work, they dont want to give the dog away and that gets me even more stress, because of the constant discussions about it.
    My Health gets worse and my sanity also decreased. I get Rage outs and anger attacks, burst out crying or get suicide thoughts.
    Well, at least that was the beginning. Currently im so depressed, angry and stressed out, that i even thought about killing the dog or my sister. ( i will never do that of course, its just very horrible thoughts )
    I need serious help, but nobody wants to help me. Im in emotional and literal pain.
    I just dont know what to do anymore, my life feels like a joke, like i dont belong here and i just want to leave, but i cant.
    First the mobbing in my childhood years and the beating up ( which let to early suicide thoughts ), then my teenager years with bullying and first allergy problems and now its still going.
    I just want to die. I cant get a job, i cant get help, i cant do anything, i dont even have any nearby friends who could help me, nor family members who have space for me.
    Im afraid i might do something i will regret and might end up in jail, i dont know what to do.
    Well, if i dont come online anymore, there are two Options for that: Either i comitted suicide or killed someone ( i was very angry as i was written this, of course i wouldnt kill anyone. ) and i would go to jail. ( but im pretty sure i wouldnt kill anyone and mostly just beat someone in my family up, but that would me get to prison as well, IN WHICH I WOULD STILL LIVE MORE HEALTHIER THAN I DO NOW!
    Dont know what this will bring, but i have no one to talk to and the person who owns the dog, even threatend to sue me, after i made everything public about the situation.
    Isnt life wonderful? Oh yeah, also, apparently, if i would manage to actually get a job education, i still wouldnt have enough money for my first year to move out, leading to work stress and life stress at the same time. Great Conditions, for showing motivation and a positive aura for a Job.
    EDIT : I also forgot to mention, that i also have stomach problems, probably because of the constant changes in emotions, which lets to chest pain, and me having to go the toilette very often and because i have to drive for over an hour to go to work, the drive itself is a nightmare.
    Also also, do to my emotional problems, i had to stop drawing and probably will never have a relationship what so ever in the next...i dont know, 2-3 Years or even longer.
  4. Moony the Cat
    I still feel bad even after the dog moved away. After i was tortured by my own mother for years, i just hate her.
    That means i still feel bad where i live currently, i still dont have a life but can go to work for no Money, only for a Little Tiny bit of hope, that i might get a job afterwards.
    What is the Point of Keeping me alive if im not allowed to live? My whole life is just " wait your life away, until your so old that you will start to decline in Health anyway".
    Why? Why would anybody want to have Kids in a world like this? What is the Point of Living if you cant live? What is the Point in not commiting suicide? My life is garbage. I want to go out, have a life, keeping care of a home, go outside, meet People, find a girlfriend, go normally to work and just being happy, but im not allowed to, so...
    It s a joke, a Nightmare. Nowadays it s not a Question of whether you want to go to work or not, it s a Question of if someone lets you.
    I start to get the feel that i understand why some People just run Amok...this life...this whole Concept...why?
    What did i do? Why cant i live? I dont get it. If i wouldnt be such a Coward, i would commit suicide.
    I guess i post the next update whenever someting changes, which will be never.
    Sorry that i wrote this, but i have to do something this endless waiting is horrible.
  5. Moony the Cat
    So, after a long time of nothing for me, i decided to give a little retrospective to two Games i played trough, the first 2 Dc Comics based Playstation 1 Games, which are both based on Batman. I will give my personal Opinion on them and give one hint for each game, to make the game easier.
    Batman Forever - The Arcade Game
    This game is based on the Movie Batman Forever, not only would it be better to watch the Movie first, it is required that you watch the Movie first, because this is one of those Games that explain nothing. There are no real cutscenes, there is no real Dialog except for some Audio Clips from the Movie, which are like 4-5 Catch Lines and thats it.
    The Levels seem unrelated to each other and if you dont know the Plot of the Movie, you will probably dont understand anything that goes on in this Game.
    Apart from the lack of Story telling ( except for the Manual maybe ), the game also lacks a save feature. Yeah sure, you can save, but only your Highscores. In the Game itself you cant save anything and you have to play trough the entire game at once, without passwords, without stops and no way to recover continues. And the Highscores are so easy to beat in contrast to the actual game, that you dont even have to play the entire game to already break every record.
    So whats the point in even trying? You get nothing if you beat the game, except for some Credits.
    Apart from these negative things, the game is kinda fun. Its just that the difficulty is so high, even on the easy setting, that i wasnt even able to beat this game. So the game was fun for like 2 Days until i realized that i wasnt getting anywhere and i looked on the Internet for help.
    I am no gaming god and those beat em up games, specially arcade ones, are just to difficult for me. So all in all, the game was just okay. It was meh. Mediocre. Was fun for a few Days then it turned into frustration.
    HINT:
    Get a second Controller, once you run out of Continues for the first Player and are on your last life, press start on the second Controller and you get the same amount of Continues again, that you had with the first player and then you just continue the game as the second Player. If you choose 7 Continues on the Menu Screen, you get 14 Continues in total with this play method.
    Batman & Robin
    Oh, Batman and Robin...made by the same People that made the other Batman Game. Based again on a Movie of the same name, this game shares some similarities. With that i mean, that even if this Game now has Cutscenes, it still explains barely anything and some cutscenes dont even make sense because they didnt even happened in the Movie that way. EXAMPLE ( SPOILER ALERT ) : The very last cutscene, Mr Freeze is defeated and on the ground and Batman just trows some Jewelry from his sick wife on the Ground. Um...in the Movie he explained that they cured his wife from a disease, in this game this scene could also simply mean, that his wife his dead and Batman just trows her Jewelry on the Ground to really break Mr. Freezes spirit or something. Also it explains freaking nothing, if you havent watched the Movie.
    Apart from the lack of Story telling again, this game is also lacking in telling you what the heck you are supposed to be doing. Instead of giving you Missions, this game is basically telling you, that you have to find that out by yourself. 
    By collecting Clues...which most of the time tell you nothing about the place you should be going. I started this Game so many times over again, because i got stuck with the hints and had no idea where i was supposed to be going...i dont get it.
    Some People defend this Game by saying : "Just get the clues, dummy !" I DID! I FREAKING DID AND THEY TOLD ME ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!
    Most of this Clues arent even Mission related and just tell you Story stuff, that might have been better explained with some cutscenes.
    So, let me get this right...in order to even be able to play the damn game, you have to collect every single Clue in the game, because of so many unhelpful ones, while at the same getting shoot down by constant spawning enemys and dying constantly.
    Okay...maybe this would have been fine, if this Game wouldnt also have a TIME LIMIT! How the heck are you supposed to do all of this? During a time limit? Every single time, before every Mission?
    This game is so unnecessary complicated, difficult and outright frustrating that i really wonder how anyone would have fun while playing this.
    Sure, the Graphics look nice, the Cutscenes look alright, the Music is great and the Grand Theft Auto Style of Gameplay is impressive for Ps 1 Standards! I love it !
    But everything else pulls this game way down.
    All in all this game gets the same rating as the other one, its okay and i really want to say that its kinda good, because of the good graphics, the interesting gameplay, but its confusing and frustrating game mechanics make this game almost unplayable without a guide. Its really a shame, i really would like to say that the game is good, but without a guide...its horror.
    HINT:
    Apart from the obvious Hint, to just use a Guide or Walktrough for help, there is another thing.
    I only tried this on the third day in the game, but it should also work on the other days, i hope.
    To get Full Life and every single Life Ball for recovery, just go into the Museum at any point ( after you have beaten the first Mission in there of course, otherwise you fail the mission if you just go in and out of the museum while there is a robbery XD ). Go straight forward to the closed main Door, go to the right side and press the Button on the wall. A platform on the left side will go down, quickly run to the left side, glide down to a small room before the platform goes up again and once your down there, get the red item. It will give you 2 Life Balls or Life Pallets or whatever they are called.
    Go out of the Museum and go back in again, the Red Item will appear every single time. With this Method you can get your full life back before every single Mission, which makes this game so much easier.
  6. Moony the Cat
    Just a tiny Update again, there is hope for me and my life.
    My sister moves out with the dog ( im heavily allergic to ) next week ! And my Mother just told me, that once she moved out ( my sister already signed the contract ), that she is not allowed to come back, as long as she keeps the dog, because she has a job and money enough and if she really cant handle the dog herself, than she just shouldnt have one.
    Also my current Job place just said, that if i really get a job education there and if the dog would still live by me for some reason, that they have to give me an apartment for myself, since this is like a emergency situation with my health.
    If it works well and the dog is gone next week, i will finally be happy with my life again and wouldnt be depressed anymore. YAY! Never stupid depressing Updates again!
    Also im almost trough with watching Smallville, im currently at Season 8. Its not a bad Show, it just has a ton of Episodes that doesnt mean anything and are just filler, but soon i will be done with it, than i can watch the second Series of Human Target.
    Yeah, thats pretty much all the Update that i have. Oh yeah, Bubsy is back and that makes me happy, because hes a cute furry and i like Furrys and also Dc Comics finally managed to put a Movie out that got positive Reception again. Everything seems to go fine with my life right now. I just hope it stays that way, i really hope everything goes fine, please...
  7. Moony the Cat
    Hy its me again, Dune Gosbil ! ...and its time to reveal even more of my dark internet past today
     
    As ive said in the first part, i got bored by posting in the little inactive Forums on Forencity so i began to find bigger and more active sites.
    Because of my search for Videogame helping posts i found after a little search, a very big media Forum called Forumla.
    I had registered me right away and was so excited to finally post with other people.
     
    But after my terrible first experience with posting i made very much things wrong.A lot of things wrong.
     
    Chapter 1 - Every beginning is hard.
     
    My first name on Forumla was " Z.F. NO NAME " ( sry if this sounds familiar to you )
    and was standing for " Zukünftiger Firma NO NAME " which means in english : Future Company No Name.Because i wanted to call my posts and drawing production like this...for some reason... I have chosen the name Z. F. No Name since No Name was already created.
     
    Well the first thing i did wrong was by mistake.
    I was trying to help people with horror game problems, but i hadnt really found that much treads about my videogames so i just answered what ive found.
    By doing that, i have reanimated very old topics that was made years ago, so in much cases my answer didnt made a sense at all.
     
    By that time many Users had asked me, why im response to undead topics and that i should stop that, because it annoyed people for some reason and was counted as post counter spamming.
     
    The Second thing i made wrong, was my first self created tread.
    Ive made a Video Game tread about Battle Arena Toshinden and posted it in the tech category...which was wrong of course
    Also the title said : Collest Game Ever, and it didnt even include the game title.Better yet, even in the post itself i have forgotten to mention the game and ive only posted what a surprise that game was and that ive found it better than most other games.
    My first response ive ever got was this :
     
    " Wow, you made everything wrong what you possibly could...i think you deserve an award! "
     
    Of course since i was a kid i got butthurt and commented back that this was my first post and that he should shut up since the game was very good, this time apologizing that ive forgot to mention the title.
    Of couse i didnt get that ive posted in the wrong category after all.So he commented back and told me even more, what a little kid i was and that i just should delete my posts.I just got more angry and started a comment chain with him.At some point he deleted all his posts so that it seems that i was talking to myself, a mod came to the tread and i got my first warning and my first warning points.
     
    But it didnt stop there.After that i had mentioned the Game in a Tekken 4 tread and said that Tekken looks terrible and the controls for the first game was just garbage and to difficult and said that i would prefer Battle Arena Toshinden 4 more, since in the first Battle Arena Toshinden the characters moved much faster and it was easier to play.
     
    Of course i made everything wrong again
    First the tread was about Tekken 4 not Tekken 1 and second, i have said that Battle Arena Toshinden for the ps1 was way better than Tekken 4 and third, i had said that Tekken 4 was shit.So, alot of people got angry at me... Users and Mods.
     
    And it got worse.
    I just thought that every Mod and user was against me and in my opinion back that day, their were just rude and arrogant.So i was talking some...well not so nice things.. and posted in the general talk tread.So to make it short, many people if not almost all hated me or disliked me and i got popular as a troll.Also i was muted for a few months...
     
    Of course i didnt read the rules and didnt care and simply created a second account : " Creature of the Night " also known in some Forums simply as " C.O.T.N. " ( again, im terribly sorry if the names sounds familiar )
     
    In the next few days i even got more of a troll without noticing it.First i continued to reanimate old treads and post many foren games since i was bored.
    If i didnt get a answer back in one day, i had posted a second post, which was forbidden of course since it was double posting.I didnt now it was forbidden since in the market place it was allowed to push treads.
    To get attention i posted many answers in other forengame treads like the " what was your last drink? " and continued posting " drinking Cola " or " still drinking cola " or " wow what a surprise, i did it again! " .I guess i dont have to say that my posts were not a good thing...
    I got in the Chats very late at night and since most of the users were older and adults they sometimes talked about things like sex or other adult jokes which i as a kid found strange and disgusting. I even tried to report them and was telling them that they should stop.
    Their explained that i was only a kid and would understand it later if i would getting older.I found that this was just an insult that i might become also disgusting and continued by telling them to stop ruining the chat.
     
    By that time i had surpisingly made some friends because of my Video Game advices and the helping and that a few people liked my foren games.
    But that was also the time i got muted again, got alot of private mails which said not so nice things about me and almost half the stuff team from Forumla had me on their list.
     
    But after all, that was it for this post.
    What will happen on the next post:
    Both my muted accounts got back to life, the creating of more accounts and my sister joins the Forum, double fun!
    But some users bullied her so i got angry and a really big war was coming to the forum...
     
    Thanks for reading trough that novel ( and sry for terrible english )
    Keep in mind i was a kid back then, and wasnt very smart... or nice...
    ( picture made by tootootaloo on deviant art called Derpy Hooves Vector : http://tootootaloo.deviantart.com/art/Derpy-Hooves-Vector-213817242 )
  8. Moony the Cat
    Since i started this Review Thing, i guess i just finish my Review of the early Dc Comics Video Games.
     
    Here is a quick overview of the first Games in order :
     
    Superman - Atari 2600
     
    Superman 3 - Atari 800 ( unreleased )
     
    Superman : The Game - Various Home Computer Formats
     
    Batman - Various Home Computer Formats
     
    Batman : The Caped Crusader - Various Home Computer Formats
     
    Superman - Nes
     
    Sunman - Nes ( originally planned as a Superman Game, but they couldnt get the license for the Character, so the game was changed, but never released regardless, planned release date was around 1992, so this Game is not in order in this List, but it was never released and its the last Superman game for Nes, so i just played it after the first one, before moving on to the Batman Games for Nes )
    ( alright, my Blog is glitched again and i cant change Color anymore...FIX YOUR FORUMS!!
    Uhhhh...i mean....if you want to... )
     
    Superman - Arcade
     
    Superman : The Man Of Steel - Various Home Computer Formats
     
    Batman : The Movie - Various Home Computer Formats
     
    So, my last Review was about Batman - The Caped Crusader, so lets move on to Superman for the Nes.
     
    Okay, i finally got out of the Glitch...
    So, Superman on the Nes is a Chibi Style Superman Game, in which a lot of the Characters are potrayed in cute Chibi Forms. ( probably because this is a Japanese Game....okay sorry, that was kinda racist... )
     
    Its a cute Game sure, but confusing.
    At the Start you can go to pretty much all the Levels at once, even though you arent supposed to, since you have to do some Missions in order.
    So, i was running around, dying, because i couldnt figure out what to do.
    You can talk to People though, so thats nice.
     
    But in the End, i just died a lot, because sometimes you have to talk to certain People, or else some Events dont take Place.
    So, i was running around aimlessly and died.
    Also this game has a lot of backtracking.
    And a lot of Super Powers you can use, by collecting Items to get Energy for the Super Powers.
     
    There are even Zombies in the Game and apparently this game is based on the Christopher Reeves Movies, since the Japanese Version, has the Theme Song of the Movies.
     
    It was an interesting Game but in the end, i just watched a Playtrough.
    Also this Game was not released in the Pal Region, so without the Internet, i wouldnt even be able to play it. And i cant play really well with a Keyboard.
     
    So, next one, Sunman !
    It looks like a fun beat um up, with superior Graphics to the first Nes Game, it seems to have better Controls, better Character Designs and cooler looking Enemys.
    I wish i could have played it...but it was never released.
    And as i said earlier, i cant play with Keyboard Controls.
     
    Superman for the Arcade is great !
    Even better Graphics, another fun beat em up, with a lot of Action !
    But again, only released on Arcades and on the Internet....and only Keyboard Controls.
    I mean, i could buy me a Pc Controller...but i wont.
    ( yeah, i know, i dont make any sense )
     
    Superman - The Man of Steel...well, first off, its great that this Game has real Cut Scenes which look like Comic Books and also good Graphics.
    The Levels have a lot of Variety and i liked what i saw.
     
    And last, Batman - The Movie.
    Good Graphics, better Gameplay than the first two Batman Games and i actually know, what i had to do. ( not like in Batman - The Caped Crusader, where the Puzzles are a little cryptic. )
     
    So, thats it.
    Now comes the Nes Generation of Dc Comics Games.
    I think we are done, with the Home Computer Ones.
    YAY !
     
    If i forgot a Game, please tell me.
     
    I hope you enjoyed this useless Review.
    By-bye!
  9. Moony the Cat
    I have to admit, i didnt beat the Game because it really was difficult and depressing for me and also my downloaded Rom crashed when i was trying to enter a certain Room, so...im not even able to beat the Game, unless i download a different Version, but since this is not my Computer, i really dont want to risk anything.
     
    Okay, but really, even if it had worked, i would have probably stopped. Its to difficult for me.
     
    The Game is a kinda 3D Adventure Game, but it has this weird perspective, that sometimes doesnt let you see that well, if you are gonna hit something.
     
    Also some of the Jumps, have to be perfect and you really have to step on the very edge of your Plattform or else you are not going to make it.
     
    That and the difficult Puzzles and not being able to defend yourself against Enemys, makes the game really hard.
    The Story is simple, Robin got captured by the Joker with help of the Riddler, even though none of them appear in the Game.
    In fact, all of the Enemys are just random things that arent even from the Batman Comics, im pretty sure.
    Also this Game is apparently based on the 60 Television Show, since it has the same Theme and Batman has a similar Costume, even though the rest of the Game has nothing to do with it.
    Enemys include Dogs, Heads with an S on the back, Plattforms that kan kill you, smoke that can kill you, a Pirat Head, a Yeti ( or something ) and some Dude, could be the Joker...maybe.
     
    You have to find 7 Parts of the Batcraft to win the Game.
    Well...you have to find 7 Parts of the Batcraft, than walk to a few Rooms again, that you have already been, so backtracking and then actually find the Room in which the than completed Batcraft is.
     
    How are you supposed to find that out?
    And what does the Save Function bring me, if everytime i load, some of the Super Powers are missing which makes going to certain Rooms impossible?
    So you have to restart the Game anyway.
    And why do you sometimes get an extra Life called " Dog Life " ?
    And what has this to do with Batman?
     

     
    Anyway...and now Spoiler Alert, if you manage to assemble the Batcraft and jump into it, you simply get a Screen that says : Batcraft completed. Or something like that.
    Than it just jumps to the Game Over Screen.
    The same Screen that you get, when you die.
     
    What about rescuing Robin and defeating Joker and the Riddler?
    Well, nothing. Nothing else happends.
    You assemble the Batcraft and then Batman saves Robin by himself...i guess, because you dont get to see it.
     
    .....okay?
    Can i not get an Winning Screen, in which Robin is with me, so that i know that i have saved him?
    Anything?
    Okay...
     
    Well all in all, the Game is not bad, it looks good for the time and goes on for much longer than the first 2 Superman Games, but you move sooo slow and you have to jump picture perfect or you die, that combined with backtracking, losing your Super Powers when you load a save, which makes saving pointless and the sometimes confusing perspective of the Game makes it hard to aim for Jumps or even see where Objects go.
    Even Enemys can hide behind Walls and then kill you with a surprise.
     
    I would give this Game a...5/10.
    5 Points for being a good Game, but it gets no Fun Points.
    That doesnt mean that the game is bad, because its really not, but i dislike it.
    Its not my Type of Game, its frustrating, difficult, slow and sometimes unfair.
     
    And i really dont have the Motivation to play this game for half an Hour, just to get a Game Over Screen anyway.
    Its a good Game, but its not my Game.
  10. Moony the Cat
    So, since i finally got around to play the first Dc Comics based Video Game, i thought i give a little review about it.
    Because...i have not much ideas of what else to do on here.
     
    Superman was a Game for the Atari 2600 which was released in 1979, making it the first Super Hero based Video Game.
    There was a normal Version and a Special Edition.
    The Special Edition didnt had any new Content, but it included a Superman Themed Purse in the Package.
    ( i know that from an Ebay Photo of the Package, where there was a Sticker on it, that said something like : Free Purse inside. )
     
    The game has a kinda similar Story as the Movie that was released in 1978 if im correct, so this Game seems to be a Movie tie-in ( or however you spell it. ) Game.
    Maybe even the first Movie tie-in Game in existence.
     
    Story
     
    The Story is as follows ( no Spoilers, all of that is explained in the Manual ), there is a Bomb Attack planned ( probably inspired by the Rocket Attack in the Movie ) by Lex Luthor and his Gang of Criminals.
    You play as Clark Kent first and try to do some research on the madder, but then the Bridge gets destroyed, you run to a Telephone Cell and turn into Superman, to repair the Bridge, by collecting all 3 Pieces of it, try to catch Lex Luthor and his Gang and return to the Daily Planet Building, to print the Story. ( since, if some of you didnt know, you are also a Reporter. )
     
    Gameplay
     
    As Clark Kent, you can move up, down, left and right by using the Atari Pad ( or Joystick, it depends on what Controller you use ) but you can only go to a different Area ( Screen ) in the Town by going either left or right.
     
    As Superman however, you can fly and you can use every Direction, to go to a new Screen.
    Flying is done by either pushing up ( until you reach the end of the Ground ) or by going down until you reach the end of the Screen.
    Then you can use all four Directions and move free around.
    You land, by dont pressing anything. ( or leaving the directional Joystick in the middle )
    That will bring you back to the Ground. but if you are already flying pretty low, you can also fall into a new screen down below you.
     
    Your movement might confuse you, but think about this way :
    If you fly up, youre not really flying up all the time, but rather fly up and forward, so that you dont fly into endless Sky, but rather land in a new Area in front of you,
    So the Area above you, is not above you but in front of you and the Area below you, just behind you.
     
    To pick up the Bridge Pieces, the Helicopter, Lois Lane or the Criminals, you have to fly to them.
    Only by touching them, while your flying, you are able to take them with you.
    If you have a Bridge Piece ( or anything else ), you let go of it, by dont pressing anything again, so that Superman lands.
    But you can simply bring the Criminals to the Prison Door, by flying there, without having to land first.
     
    You also have to Dodge Kryptonite Pieces that fly around, or else you arent able to fly anymore. ( unless you find Lois Lane and let her kiss you, than you get your Powers back )
    The Orange Kryptonites fly around at random, while the blue ones can charge at you.
    You cant die in the Game and the Game doesnt has a Score System, instead it has a Timer and you should try to beat the Game as fast as Possible. ( no, your Time isnt running out, but the Timer counts how long you did take, to beat the game )
     
    If you bring all the Pieces of the Bridge back together ( on the Same Place, where the Bridge got blowed up ) and bring all of the Criminals into Prison, you go back to the Telephone Cell, turn into Clark Kent and go to the Daily Planet to print your Story and youre done.
    The Timer than stops.
     
    You also have a Super Power ( aside from flying ) , if you push any of the 2 Red Buttons on your Controller ( or the one red Button on your Joystick Controller ), keep it pushed and then press the directional Pad in any Direction, it will show you the Screen that would come next, if you would fly into that Direction.
    Its supposed to be the X-Ray Vision Power.
    When you touch Kryptonite and lose your flying Power, you still can use your X-Ray Vision Power.
     
    There are 2 difficulty Levels, Dificulty A makes the Enemys and Kryptonite slower, but you have to search for Lois, everytime you loose your Powers.
    Difficulty B, makes the Enemys and Obstacleds faster, but Lois Lane follows you around, pretty much all the time.
     
    So they are both kinda equally challenging.
    Places
     
    There is a a Telephone Cell, ( you will see a little Phone Symbol on it ) in which you cna change into Superman or Clark Kent.
     
    There are 4 Train Stations. ( the entry ways look like Orange Doors without Knoobs and if you go into them, they will lead you into the Train Station. By going up and down, you go trough all 4 Trainstations and with left and right you leave the Station. )
     
    The Prison is a Building with a grid Door in front of it. ( no Idea how to explain it better in english, im pretty sure you will recognize the Prison when you see it )
     
    The Daily Planet is a Building with a Door and a Symbol above it.
    If you go in there, you are able to access all 4 Trainstations or beat the Game ( if you have done all the Objectives )
     
    There is also a Gap, where you are supposed to build the Bridge, so that you can enter the Daily Planet Building as Clark Kent ( since you want to keep your secret Identity and dont fly over the Gap as Clark Kent )
     
    The rest of the Game are just Buildings in Metropolis.
     
    Characters
     
    Superman - The main Protagonist and Super Hero, that came from the Planet Krypton and possesses Powers and Strength, far superior from those of mortal men.
    In other Words, hes pretty damn Strong and has a Variety of different Powers. Even though only 2 are used in the Game.
     
    Lois Lane - A Reporter of the Daily Planet and love Interest of Superman.
    She can give you your Powers back, if you lose them.
     
    Lex Luthor and his Gang - Lex Luthor is a master Criminal thats tries to conquer the World, he flys with the Help of an Helicopter Backpack. His Criminals are just walking around on the Ground and holding Guns, even though they never actually use them.
     
    The Helicopter - The Helicopter is a Helicopter from the Daily Planet, which you can also pick up...even though it doesnt serve a purpose.
    Sometimes, Lois Lane uses the Helicopter to follow Superman, so that you can get your Powers back easily or overwatch the Actions, so that she can write her Story for the Daily Planet. Also the Helicopter picks up Items for you at random chance, sometimes it even picks up Kryptonite Pieces and takes them away.
    So, the Helicopter is a Friend.
     
    ( the Manual actually says, that Lois Lane could also be in Problems, whem she gest taken by the Helicopter...um...and how are you supposed to know, when Lois lane is just flying with the Helicopter or in trouble?
    So far everytime i saw her flying with the Helicopter, she just lands and gets to Superman, as in the Helicopter helped her get to Superman and the other Times she flys around randomly, but also gets out.
    So...i dont know...im tired and i dont want to Edit this Blog Post any longer... )
     
    Positive Things about the Game :
     
    - For an Atari 2600 Game from 1979, the game is actually quiet complex, with its many Characters, the use of Super Powers and different Objectives.
    - It also is one of the first Games to feature Cut Scenes. Like, you turn into Clark Kent and later on the Bridge explodes.
    I never saw such things happening and most other Atari Games, they just start and...well, they just start directly.
    - The Game is fast paced and has a lot of Places.
     
    Negative Things about the Game :
     
    - Its very confusing to actually know where youre going. Sometimes i just did fly in one Direction and hoped, that the Prison appears.
    - Sometimes it can be very frustrating, since Criminals can dissapear, if they walk diagonally off the Screen.
    Or you just dont find them for a while, since its confusing and sometimes you dont really know where you are.
    Or you dont find the Prison.
    - You can actually glitch the Game, by putting down an Item in front of a Door and then sometimes, you arent able to pick the Item up, since it takes you directly to a new Screen.
    But you just have to fly away and come back, than the Piece should be elsewhere.
     
    Result :
     
    Well, for the very first Dc Comics Game, it wasnt that bad.
    I mean, it had a lot of Things going on and in contrast to the Spiderman Game on Atari, the Superman Game is more fast paced and contains more action.
    It had a Cut Scene and a lot of different Characters and Places to visit.
    I would say, its a pretty good Atari Game.
    Well, but its also confusing and frustrating at some times...
    so... :awuh:
    I dont know.
    Sometimes its fun, sometimes it isnt, its a Middle Game.
    Its okay. Not really good, nor really bad, just really okay.
     
    Thanks for reading my first Review.
     
    Spoiler :
     
    If you do everything in the Game and enter the Daily Planet, you simply get a short Melody and the Game stops.
    Thats all that happens.
    The very short Melody doesnt even sound happy, it almost sounds like a Game Over Sound.
     
    By the way, thats just my Opinion, its not a Fact.
    And also my Post is kinda Broken and doesnt let me Edit all the Text...so thats cool...i guess...
  11. Moony the Cat
    Just a little Update on what happend.
    Well,if someone wants to know.
     
    I have a Job now...at least for 11 Months, which means, if it is successful i might be able to finally get a real Job.
    Also all my electronical devices broke, my Mac went down as i posted, my Windows is still slow and shuts down from time to time, my Tv shuts down after every few Minutes, my Ps 2 Television Cable doesnt work correctly and...well, everything is broken basically.
     
    And it all went down at the same time.
    The worst part was, that i was unable tu use the Internet, the only thing i had left to do, so i had nothing to do for the entire week.
    And while i was already frustrated and angry, the Dog of my Sister annoyed me even more as usual and i even lost it one time.
    Nothing bad happend but i really feel uncomfortable at home.
    Like, i want to move out.
    Maybe its ridicoules or whatever its spelled (sorry but opening more than two Sides makes my Windows get stuck, so i cant open translate or i have to wait for minutes and minutes ) but i get headaches, i get rage outs, i start to cry late at night and i hate my life right now.
     
    So, thankfully, i have a Job now !
    Lets just see what happends, maybe one Day i will have my Peace.
  12. Moony the Cat
    Since im bored...i mean its nothing new, lets get this over with.
     
    Im at this Point, where i barely even remember what i was going to post in the next Entry and since my Internet Life has nothing really interesting going on, like my Real Life, only that my real life is even more boring and unnecessary, im just gonna post everything i remember really shortly, so that my Blog dies out, just like my Forum Topics.
     
    I will not disappear completely, im sorry to disappoint you all, but you have to bear with me a little longer.
     
    So...where the heck was i?
     
    Oh yeah, my miserable online life...with quotation marks, there was supposed to be " life ", yeah, thats better.
    Uh...so, my Forum died out and all my Friends hated each other and i was way to socially awkward to try to solve anything, so i just leave.
    After a while, i saw that almost every Forum of my Friends died out and since you get banned in most of them for inactivity, i could never post something in them again.
     
    I still saved a few Friends in Skype after the Disaster, but rarely ever talked to them since our Situation wasnt that great.
    Our Chat got a Virus and that was the last thing that happened for a long time.
     
    I was still not banned in Forumla, so i went to there again, only to post one or two things and forgot about it.
    I also created an Account on multiple little Forums, like Dragon Forums for example, in the hopes that i would get the same experience that i once had with my friends.
     
    I actually met one Person on a Dragon Forum, who i still have as a Friend on Facebook and she linked me to a Reptile Fantasy Comic.
    I looked at this Persons NSFW art and fell in love with Reptiles and Dragons.
    Thanks for destroying my Innocence. XD
    Nah, there Dragons, that was definitely worth it !
    Who would even care, if i would do naughty things...my friends? HAHAHAHA! XD
    What Friends?
    Who are they?
    Oh, you mean the ones in my list?
    Well...i dont even talk to 1/4 of them, so...nice to have them but not really relationships, they are more like Facebook Friends, you like to have many...but mostly dont know any of them really.
     
    Its so warm...i hate summer -.- GO AWAY !
    Where was i?
     
    Oh yes, shortly before i got into Furrys, i also accidentally looked at the first naked woman in my life, by going to a Freddy vs Jason webside, go to one of the " Top 10 " lists that were there once and i got to a witch torture Forum, because the Banner had boobs.
    Im a male, okay?
    Im sorry...but i couldnt resist.
    The first Image i saw of a naked women, was a naked women tied up to a roof...yeah...not a really a good first Image to look at...but despite the fact that the context of the Image was highly disturbing, i was actually really really positive surprised, how great and beautiful females actually look.
     
    I dont want to be insulting, but the first Impression that natural women gave me, was the same feeling i got, when i first saw the Aliens, from the Movie franchise Alien.
    I was simply shocked how great they look, there were fascinating.
    I was speechless for months.
     
    So...know that i weirded everyone out and completely destroyed my Image on here...i guess its time to kill this Blog off, for good.
     
    So, bla bla bla, went to naughty Sides, also went to mutliple Forums that i ended up, doing nothing one, at one point found one of my friends Sides back, got in contact again, one of my old friends cried about, how someone else betrayed him and insulted one of my friends and made me feel in general, really freaking uncomfortable.
     
    I choose to stay with the Friend, that didnt insulted my other Friend and simply dont talk to the other one anymore.
     
    My sister got me once into an online Game, that i played for a few months.
     
    I stated my Opinion in a Silent Hill Forum and got laughed at.
     
    I stated my Opinion in a German Mlp Forum and got laughed at.
     
    I got hated on Youtube for pretty much everything i did, including a shitty comedy show with my plushys and terrible songs and animations.
    I lost my Youtube Account and various other Accounts, by deleting the auto saved function on my Laptop and forgot my password.
    Also my Laptop got a Virus and broke, because i downloaded to much porn.
     
    After trying to get my Email back for months, it was deleted. Thanks hotmail. -.-
     
    What else? Uh, up to this Point...joined Tumblr 4 times, made a nsfw account, deleted it 4 times, being a jerk to my followers, got hated on on Derpibooru, created a second account on the German Mlp Forum and called everyone Pathethic, also i was twelve.
     
    Uh...despite being a pervert and an A******, i finally stopped most activity, got Friends with someone and got a Mod of a Chat which then died, because of Problems i had. ( i didnt wanted to watch the Episode Streams with him, because i wanted to watch everything in order...im an Idiot, in case you didnt noticed. )
     
    Than i did...oh man, that is quiet exhausting...
    Who even reads all of this???
    I never posted something again on most Mlp Sides, asked for a permanent ban in one Mlp Forum, because i felt useless, edited countless of my Posts to insults to People and edited my Topics to Spam Topics on the german Forum, still didnt got banned.
     
    Can i stop? Please....please........PLEASE!!! Please and my suffering !!
    I dont want to...please...
    AAARGGHH!!!!
     
    Than i did...uh...i found this side, joined and was here.
    Rising Shine and Obrony where my first two Friends i think.
     
    Im almost done, i cant believe it^^
    Almost done...
     
    I first started to draw Request for People, but then i stopped because i got depressed, that almost no one looks at them,than i insulted myself in Status Updates after a few years of boredom and now im here.
     
    Im also the Admin of one of my Friends Sides.
    I also joined the Superman Forums because i got into Dc. Just because.
     
    I also created an Brony Troll Account on Youtube once, like RAINBOWDASH MLP ones.
    But someone claimed, that he would hack me and i got insulted pretty often ( i deserved that, i know ), so i deleted everything again,after i realized what a d*** i was.
     
    Now, i only upload rare Music.
     
    And the very last things i did was, join Brony Square and do nothing, join mutliple Brony and Comic Book Sides and do nothing, became the Admin of a few Mlp Pages on Facebook and did nothing, created a SoundCloud Account and did nothing, joined mulltiple Mlp Skype Groups and did nothing and...thats it.
     
    Oh my god, thats it.
    Than i was writing this.
     
    IM FINISHED!!! YES!!!! NOW THIS STUPID SERIES CAN FINALLY DIE!!!
    And everyone can see how useless i ever was and ever will be!
     
    And the conclusion to everything :
     
    I FREAKING HATE MYSELF!!! AND IM PROUD! I HATE MYSELF AND IM PROUD, I HATE MYSELF AND IM PROUD, I HATE MYSELF AND IM PROUD!!!
     
    Thats it. Good Night.
  13. Moony the Cat
    Hello, this time in my Blog i just wanted to show you guys, my most well known Videos for my old youtubechannel, before i lost the password...there not amazing, but...dont know, maybe the one or another finds them interesting of some sort.
    I start the first part with my two most clicked videos..the reason why i dont put more on it, is simply because, only two Videos shows direct in the post while the other links just stay normal links
     
    Kid vs Kat Tribute - JQ Wake Up ( this was requested by a youtube user, and at this time, my english wasnt that good, so i didnt understood, what this song was about...i guess its not a so harmless song...but either way, the Video became my most popular Video Ever )
     

     
    And second my Kid vs Kat Cartoon, which i made because i was a huge fan of the show Kid vs Kat, so i made a short cartoon, with my original KVK Characters and Litli, an oval smiley which was my first self created character ever ! ( beware, terrible german voice acting ahead ) For the english people on this forum...well...dont know, maybe you find the voices funny But since i cant go back to my old channel, im unable to upload an english version, sry )
     

     
    This time ive used one of my own drawings as an entry image, since this post is somehow promoting my stuff...even though the old channel is dead
  14. Moony the Cat
    Well here we go again, after a really long break, to tell even more about all the bad things that i did without knowing.
     
    Well, at my last post we were at that point, were my sister joined the forum.
    I told here that the forum was fun and so she registered herself.
     
    At some point, a few Admins saw that she had the same IP adress than me, but i told them that it was becasue she was my sister and we used the same internetconnection.
     
    After that some Mods must have been mistaken my already muted account as my sisters account and so i had both my accounts back.
    As far as i remember i had only another account because i lost my password and didnt know that i could reset my password.
     
    At the beginning everything was fine, until many users made fun of my sister for liking Tokio Hotel. It was going even so bad, that even the people in the chats didnt stop talking about how shit the group was :okiedokielokie:
     
    So i became angry...well, today i know that it wasnt probably that bad, because their were only showing their opinion and that was okay.
    But back then i just thought there were doing this on purpose to get me and my sister mad, because some of the admins and most users already hated me, for my posting to old treads.
     
    I got a lot of harsh talks with the people in the chats, bashing their interests as a revenge. I got so worse, that i insulted someone as a B****.
    Well, i insulted the most loved person in the chatroom and lost all my friends the immediately.
     
    They banned me in the chats forever.
     
    After that i started to use both my accounts to talk to different people, only to write in some of the talktreads how stupid the admins was for not noticing that i had multiple accounts.
    Well i got banned. Both of my accounts got banned. Of course their got, because i was an total as*****
     
    Then i created a new account called Nanotek if i remember correct...
    I was going to start an argument again, but i stopped. Because i finally realized what i did. The only thing i did was, going to the person i insulted and said that i was sorry and that i would be a total douchebag.
     
    And you know what? That person forgave me!
     
    Then i stopped using Forumla. Because it was the best.
    Then i was just looking for an more smaller site, with people with the same interests than me.
    And i looked on the site Foren City and really found one!
     
    But thats for another Blog entry.
  15. Moony the Cat
    After a long thought about, who even cares about this, to, why am i even still here if i have nothing to do with mlp anymore, i finally decided to do another one of these.
     
    This time i try to put some screenshots in it, so that it isnt completely boring.
     
    After Forumla, which was a disaster, i joined Forencity again, you know?
    That one said where i talked to myself in empty Forums?
     
    But this time i found a little small Forum about the Koopa Army from Super Mario Bros.
    It was a small Forum so it was automatically better and feeled more like having a family, because you know each other on the Forum.
    Also it wasnt as big and confusing as Forumla and didnt looked so...boring.
     
    For the first time i was very happy with the Forum, all the people were nice and i was even the leader of an Rpg
    The Admin was a very wise person, that had always something important to say about pretty much everything.
    She gave life lessons to everyone, and was just a very nice person.She was also the first female internet friend i had, and we even one time planned to meet each other Of course i was shy, so nothing really happened...yeah..im stupid, horribly stupid...stupid douchebag.
    Also she lived miles away..far, far away...so there was that to...but whatever.
    You could say i have my good character on forums, from her. She basically helped me with interacting with others and everything got better.
     
    In fact i got so motivated to do something again on the internet, that i started my first youtube channel as some sort of spinoff to the forum rpg.
     
    And let me tell you, it was horrible
     
    Yes, i tried to make a Comedy Show...based on a Comedy radio play i recorded on tapes in my childhood.
    Also i shamelessly advertised the videos with names from popular comedians in the Video Title to gain views and also posted the videos as an video answer to the videos from said comedians ( because that was a thing you could do on youtube years ago )...as i said, i was a douchebag.
    It was basically a show, were i let my anger out at people who bullied me.
    And the Youtube version of it was just as equally terrible.
    It was just me shouting at the camera, talking with plushies, or acting like drunk, by acting that my ice tea would be beer.
     
    Well, everybody hated it. EVERYBODY.
    In fact i was so embarrassed from it, that i deleted everything. EVERYTHING.
     
    After that i tried to animate stuff...very poorly...you can still watch some of the terrible shorts i made on my old Youtube channel, because i lost the password for it, so i couldnt delete them.
     
    https://www.youtube.com/user/GerryFromRango
     
    Also, i did a Buck Lot of Priscilla Tribute Videos...to be honest here, i did that because i was in love with her...yeah im a furry, there is nothing i can do about it.
     
    Thats Priscilla :
     

    In case you wanted to know that...yeah.Also thats not a drawing from me, because im a horrible artist, i could never do anything like this.
     
    Now, before you say : BUT HOW CAN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH HER???SHES A CHILD!!!!!
    YES I KNOW! But at that time, i was also a child and younger. So calm down.Also i dont really consider her a child..i mean she has guns in the movie and probably uses them. I never really saw her as a child. Seemed to be more of a teen to me.
     
    I got sidetracked, anyway :
     
    MY VIDEOS SUCKED. And also the Super Mario Forum got deleted, because forencity was shutting down and doesnt exist anymore.
     
    So yet again...ive lost everything again.
     
    After a bit i found out about the Super Mario Bros Z Forum, were i found my friends back

     
    By the way the side is dead. Thats why it looks so grey..and life less.
    After another really good months of internet role plays with my friends, we also opened a chat.
    Well the chat is inactive now...so there is not really a reason talking about it.
     
    And after a while we moved to another Forum :
     

     
    Doesnt the giant unnecessary Football or Soccer add, that has totally nothing to do with everything on this forum ever, not really make you want to register yourself on this Forum? :okiedokielokie:
     
    Yeah, it looks like crap, because after a while the admin didnt cared about the Forum anymore..you see :
    There were a lot of bad things happening in the chat lately, because i learned, that everything good that happened to me is not forever...like all my internet situations before, it ended horribly.
     
    Some of the users had relationship problems, some of the users got bored from smbz and posted random crap in the chat, some of the users accused others for deleting users, basically everyone started hating each other.
     
    Since im not really talking to that much people....because i kinda never do that really...i didnt know what was going on.
     
    I just feeled uncomfortable.
     
    But thats not all.
    After all this bad stuff happening, the worst, POSSIBLE...THING happened!
    SMBZ got cancelled ( which was a Flash Cartoon series by the way ), so the Forum ( which was about said cartoon ) died out and everyone went different ways.
     
    So again : I lost everyone.
    I lost all the Friends i had. My favorite forum died out and i was again by zero.
    And no idea what to do in the internet...also i was pretty sad.
     
    Oh yeah, i even created an own forum, but it died out as well Of Course :okiedokielokie: Why wouldnt it? Everything that i did to that point, died out.Just in case you want to see my pathethic Forum, there it is :
     

     
    Its dead.
    My favorite part is the only forengame there, with the title: Is someone still here ?
    Of course the forumgame wasnt really popular...
     
    So i guess that was another pointless entry of my boring Internet History, this time with a few pictures!
    I hope you had fun laughing at m..i mean having fun reading it, and good bye !
     
    As always, sry for horrible english and for waisting your time.
    Dont forget to subscribe for more of tho...oh wait..thats a Blog not a video...as if i would actually put effort in my things and make a real documentary video about it...sigh...i suck.
    Sry, but self hating is just part of my humor.Yeah, because thats why i do it
  16. Moony the Cat
    Here is a Video of 2 cancelled Animation Projects and some crappy random Bits, that are only partly animated from some deleted Troll Video.
     
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lr9G6mXNHNw
     
    And here is the Pinkamena Flash in a better Quality :
     

     
    Thats it.
     
    Im now gonna continue, to fall into obscurity again for the next months.
  17. Moony the Cat
    Hy, its me again for another blogpost...because their all loved and read by everyone, so i decided to make a new one...who even cares?
     
    But, here is an explanation of why im not talking to people here and why im not watching mlp anymore.
     
    All of it started with the bad experience i had in the german bronies forum, they laughed at me for watching the older gens and that alone was a reason why i had nothing to talk about with them.
     
    They found my posts in forengames to be gay, they said i should leave and they even killed my rpg characters because they were to annoying.
     
    I even then watched G4 but never talked to anyone because of they already bad first impression i had about everyone.
     
    And it then also started that i questioned to even watch mlp anymore,
    and if it was really worth it.
    Yeah, the show might be cute and entertaining and was a good difference to all the horror stuff i watched but after a while i realized, my father found it strange that i watched it, i would have never the courage to tell anyone anyway that i watched it and the german community was unfriendly.
    Also it just wasnt going to be my new favorite show.
     
    So i just stopped watching because...i felt it was pointless to watch.
     
    So i started to watch Dc Stuff just to try something new. It was just a random decision. But i guess my father helped a little by showing me " Men of Steel " which was one of the best movies i ever watched EVER
     
    But after a while i also realized that they wasnt really a Forum for Dc Comics.
    Most of these Forums were just about about the Comics, which i never read and also dont plan too since they are simply to many and that a lot of these Dc Fans didnt know or care that much about the really old stuff and shows.
    ( kinda like bronies with the older generations
     
    Also the Dc Comics Forums just look plain ugly :



     
    Not only is the color choice plain terrible and uninteresting, also these forums are about comics in general and WAY to BIG for me to even think about to join
     
    They just look confusing I feel like i would get lost..also, as i said :
    I DONT EVEN READ THE DAMN COMICS!!! I cant even find a section for adaptions , and even if i do..there are simply not that many topics, because the main part of Dc Comics are..as you guessed, COMICS!
     
    So what am i supposed to do?
     
    After the disaster that was bronies.de, i thought about joining an english site because i just missed the cute pony icons that looked so inviting and friendly.
     
    And so i joined Mlp Forums and i actually have quiet fun here.And i also have a surprising amount of friends..dont even know why, but im damn happy about it
     
    So now of course im still thinking to rewatch mlp and watch further, but then again...i had a pause from a year or more and watched a lot of dc stuff that i really liked that i have a hard time by deciding what im supposed to do
     
    Should i give up Dc Comics, something im really interested in to watch only to watch again something which will probably never going to be my favorite series anyway just for the sake of talking to people?
     
    Or should i stay with Dc Comics, which i really like, which has an community which i cant talk to, because i dont have the slightest interest to join any of these boring sites and no interest of reading the comics...EVER!
     
    Either way, i end up in either watching something which im not interested in anymore or end up in a fandom which i cant talk to because of this stupid comics and the way to big, extremely confusing and boring sites
     
    And then there is of course all these other problems like stil have no job, so that i cant do anything anyway.
     
    Anyway, here is the short version of this post :
     
    IM BORED AS F***!!!! AND HAVE ABSOLUT NO IDEA WHAT TO DO IN MY LIFE!!!! AAAAAAAAARRGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     
    But then again..that are not really problems...i dont even know what is wrong with me...i just need help. Wait, i dont need help, my problems are ridiculous ! What problems are those?My life is great i should be thankful!
    This arent even real problems...i just dont know anymore...life is not fun...not at all...and it isnt even because my life is bad..im just stupid and have know idea what to do...i never had, i never will.
    Im just.. im just... I DONT KNOW!
    I would never feel comfortable in these gigantic comic forums without the pony icons and couldnt really talk to the fans for that long since it goes more about comics. And i also didnt watched that many media so that i only have less to talk about, and with the no job situation, i have a long and difficult time to even catch up on anything.
    On the other hand im not interested anymore in Mlp.At least not that much.
    My life isnt necessarily bad, not in the slightest ( except no job, horrible past and depression attacks from time to time ) but i just have no idea what to do with it.
     
    Of course i could go out...but what do? I have no idea where to go, what to talk about or anything.
    I just dont know. Not have the slightest idea about anything.Thats it i guess.
     
    Maybe im not even liking Dc Comics as much as i think. Maybe i should just completely do something else...i dont know.
    That should be my motto from now on : " I dont know "
    Whats your personality ? " I dont know " How would you describe yourself ? " I dont know " What is even wrong with you ? " I dont know " What do you want to do with your life ? " I dont know "
    Why do you even post this????????
    Honestly? I dont know...
  18. Moony the Cat
    Since im inactive and bored as hell at the moment, and have absolute no idea what to do with my life, i decided to just write a little bit about myself. Not like a introduction or hello post, i will talk about all the weird things i did in my life.
     
    Because why not.I saw a few people doing it, ( well kinda..similar.. ) so..maybe someone finds this interesting.
     
    Fact 1 : " In my childhood i always was unhappy the way i lived. Sometimes i didnt listen to my parents, or didnt do my homework right or i was just unhappy with the things i played or whatever. It was so terrible, that i often wanted to start my life from new.
     
    And with starting my life from new, i mean, pretending i would be born again and i ..well..would begin my life new.
    I even banged with my head against a wall, because i wanted to forget my past. I began erasing Video Game Files, destroying homework stuff, put all my drawing in the trash.
     
    I did this for many years and almost every day. It got so worse, that nowadays i dont remember my childhood that well. I always tried to forget my past and i kinda did. I dont remember some friends i had, if i see old drawings, i dont remember drawing them or if my parents tell me something about our holidays, i just dont remember.
     
    Gladly i stopped with that with 17. "
     
    Fact 2 : " Im my childhood i talked to things. Like, Plushdolls, Videogames, Lamps, Walls, Trees, Rocks, Air...basically with everything. And my Lamp was my best friend. Im serious, i talked a lot with my bedroom lamp when i was a kid. Every day. "
     
    Fact 3 : " I created a Forum on the Internet, in which i talked to myself with multiple accounts. I already talked about that, but what some people not know, is the fact that i even had a chat. And funny conversations that i had with my three personalitys, was even posted on other Forums and everyone thought it was real chats. Well i guess im pretty good then, with talking to myself. "
     
    Fact 4 : " I constantly look everywhere. Mostly out of the window. Like every time i get into my room, because im afraid i could miss something, like a UFO or a flying Pony "
     
    Fact 5 : " My first love was a Bird. Not a real one, but a Furry like Bird with white wings and blue eyes. I dont know why, because i didnt know anything about furrys and never saw one, but i imagined her. So i guess i was just born being weird. "
     
    Fact 6 : " Sometimes, i just dont move at all. When im in a situation in which i feel uncomfortable with, like i dont know what to do at my job, because i dont know to which person i have to talk or something i often just freeze....and do nothing. And then either someone noticed it or really later i try to solve the problem, but often im just doing nothing then. And i get in panic.And its horrible. I hate that "
     
    Fact 7 : " Whenever i get into a new school , workplace or whatever, well...im often searching for a place where im alone within the breaks.I feel really REALLY uncomfortable with talking to people. And thats also the reason, why many people dont like me. Because they think i just dislike them, or think that im better than them, which is not true. Actually i do that, because i dont want to annoy anyone. I always feel unwelcome and have just no idea what to talk about. No idea at all. And i mean you can see that, im part of 7 fandoms and registered in over 30 forums. How many do i still use ? One. And in how many forums am i really talking to people? Zero. YAY!!! Thats actually depressing .. "
     
    Fact 8 : " I drew a comic as a Kid, where i created a crazy scientist that tried to make the world a better place, by killing all the humans of the world.I drew the comic in my childhood, as i was just bullied by everyone. People mad fun of my haircolor, of my ears, my voice, my name. I got beat up ( many MANY times ) . It was horrible
    And i needed to let my anger and frustration out. Gladly i realized how horrible this idea was and i ended the comic, with a new Character called Zet, killing the crazy scientist character, like 25 times or so. "
     
    And thats kinda it...yeah...now im bored again...
    Sorry if im annoying.
  19. Moony the Cat
    Well, hello.
     
    Since im noticed im being a little inactive at the time, because of work and such, i came to the idea to write a blog which will hopefully not be deleted as my older blog on creepypastewiki, who i wrote about my tumblr page as a curse.And my blog entries was about my journey to discover the truths about it.The reason while the Blog was deleted was because : Blogical... i dont even know what that means
     
    Well so im starting to post my internetlife a little bit more and maybe someone would find it even interesting
     
    All started as i got my first little Laptop, an Acer.
    The first internetpages i was going was sites about Videogames because that was the only thing i could really talk about.I was searching for Games like Obscure or Silent Hill to help people that had problems with the Puzzles in the games
     
    After a little search, i found many Forums that had only one game to talk about but mostly of these sites were empty or inactive for years.I couldnt even register since almost all of the sites, you had to be accepted by an Admin to make posts.And because many sites were dead, it was very difficult.
     
    I have posted in some Random Forums short posts about saying hello to people, and posted welcome treads to people or answered them even though the users had registered years before me
    I never got an answer, so i was sad and bored.In some Forums i have started to spam users with " please come back " posts
    And i was telling them that they forums were something special and i would really love to talk to them since the big forums had to much users for me.
     
    Some answered me back with thanks, that i was still posting in their inactive forums but they said i should better leave and search for a more active and bigger forum and never was a forum really active again.
     
    I was even more bored and angry about the fact, that every forum i loved was dead or inactive.So i began to make posts...a lot of posts...i mean really an awful lot of posts And not everyone was really useful
     
    I had posted many fakeaccounts, created many discussion treads with me discussion with myself about how shitty some of my other fakeaccounts were or about how shitty the forums were.
     
    Many of the Forums was going from zero posts to 120 Posts and 30 treads, all with starring me in self created discussions about self created topics and themes. The site i was using most was Foren-City, since the site was really good to find such inactive little forums.
     
    I began to spam immense and was eventually banned at some sites.But since the forums were dead anyway
    I also got some confusing reactions from some admins about how crazy i was and they asked if i had no life, since i wasnt even really trolling anyone
    I didnt even cared that much, since it was fun to create posts and write discussion treads.
    I was even going so far, that i have posted in forums that were privat and had insulted ( well, more spamming than insulting ) other users and trolled them to get banned or to cause as much trouble as possible.
     
    But since the sites were pretty dead and lonely i began searching for some bigger and much more active forums...but that is for part 2
     
    ( sry for bad english and keep in mind that i was 11 i think when my internet life started, so i was very young and feel sorry for that today )
    ( My entry image was made by masemj on deviant art called nervous fluttershy : http://missbeigepony.deviantart.com/art/Nervous-Fluttershy-418550218 )
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