Valencia

We're here for you, my friend!

thank you @Snow I feel like when I move that things will start to get better, its just the time between then and now thats the uncomfortable slog. I think once I get paid at the end of this week I"m going to make an effort to go over and start arranging the space that will be mine- maybe some physical work I can see the results at the end will boost my spirits 

and I hope sop too @Captain Clark

thank you @Nightfallicious Gloamiscus this place is one of the bright spots of my existence as of late 

To be honest, I'm not the best at solving problems and helping others. I think that the only thing I can really do to help right now is just to wish you the best of luck. And I really do mean it, that sounds pretty heavy to handle and I really hope you can overcome these problems. We believe in you and all of us are here to support you! I know that this post isn't going to help with much, but I wish you can feel a little better and hopefully lighten up a bit.