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I love this place, and I love the friends I have here, so I figure I'd let you all know a bit about me you probably don't or haven't connected as a pattern before:
I very frequently have issues trying to control my mood, in many ways I feel like I'm along for the ride on how low or high my emotions get- when I'm in a good headspace, it can be so strong that I'll get Goosebumps just from the feeling I have, but unfortunately the same applies when it goes the other way.
I try very hard to control these roller coaster- like rides, but I do very little to affect them
Anyways, I tell you all this just because I want you to know why I can sometimes go from being super upbeat forty minutes ago to dead quiet and a complete downer in 20.
You're all my friends, I want you to know me, and that part of me, no matter how...odd? Volatile? disconcerting? portions of me can be
I feel very fortunate to have a place like this that I feel I can share these things, thank you for that

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i just wanted to convey a bit more about myself and the goings on within my mind, that way if I post things that are less than positive, or if I don't say anything at all, no one has to be concerned about me

I see it as a sine wave I'm riding, it'll bounce back after awhile
I just have to ride it out 
No don't be sad friends from what I just said!!
my point being was I'll be okay after awhile!
that perspective alone changed my whole worldview back when I was still hashing these thoughts out ^^
By knowing this is a pattern and that I'll swing back up, I can still carry myself through the lows by doing what I have to do

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