Valencia

*collapses into my desk chair and relaxes* 


Goodness gracious dear lovelies, today hasn't exactly been the most spectacular start to the week  ( although not having to work yesterday I guess would make up for it ) 





the start of the work day went much like any other run of the mill days- we rounded all the children up from their respective schools and broke them into groups to run educational activities. 

But right after herding all the little ones upstairs, our middle schoolers decided that listening today would be the last thing they would do  after a while, we were able to get them under control, however begrudgingly they may have taken it (you wanna do the fun stuff? well, you have to get through the important stuff first- knowledge is POWER! ) 



Although soon after wrangling them together, our solitary high schooler showed up. It was a bad day for them 


Needless to say my beautiful flowers- not getting into specifics, but it you ever feel like you have nothing in your life, or that you're worthless and have nothing but pain in your life, know that you're more valuable than you could ever understand in that mindset. Trust those around you that show care and warmth to you. If you have no one that can listen, or feel those around you won't, you're welcome to send me a message either through PMs here or on my discord. You're never alone.


After being such a person for about an hour- honestly only being able to to be a person who would listen- I had to train a new hire on one of our fleet vehicles. Hopefully soon I'll be back in the position I started in June. Maybe we've found someone who can properly operate a 15 passenger van this time


After wrapping up work, I ran a few errands, came home, and after a boxing match with my sleep paralysis demon, I headed here! (I've dealt with sleep paralysis most of my life, I'll be alright, just a bit of a scare!  h-heh ) 


I hope you've all had a wonderful day/ night. If you didn't have the best day, well I hope at least it wasn't bad. 

And if it was bad, well, at least it's over  


Love you dears <3