Dark Horse

I understand that it's unhealthy to seek the approval of others, but at the same time I want to make sure I'm sending the right message to others, which isn't easy when you have autism, ocd, adhd, and chronic major depression. (Try saying that 5 times fast.) Please give me your purest and most honest opinion: What do you think of me as a person?

I'm not dark horse , but I think you are a great person and a good friend.

However, like you,I also seek the approval of others, because I'm afraid of being tossed out of whatever circle of friends I got into.