Holiday Agnaktor

I began positive, but every time German just makes me panick and burst out crying. I try to start each year clean, but it doesn't seem to work that way.

Forget everything you know about the whole "positive / negative" thing here for this. I know what you feel like, I did have some similar issues with Spanish myself...... And I don't think I really 'learned' this until after I graduated... But really, in order to actually learn something, if you're so caught up in your emotions and worrying about them, it'll make it even harder than you perceived in the first place to actually learn something.

I wasn't worried though. I became worried after I sat down and tried for fifty minutes to figure out basic first year stuff. Every time I discard my emotions on the matter I discover why I had them in the first place all over again. In my second year of German class I was actually pretty keen on learning. I blamed all the panick and stress on the teacher, and moved on. And then I freaked out again. A lot.