MickeyAdaptus

Hmm, I see :(. I get how that would be very upsetting for you; waiting for people only for them not to appear can be pretty demoralizing, especially when you've not got anything to preoccupy yourself with in the meantime. Having gotten fairly stressed out in the past over stuff like this, I've noticed that it helps to make other activities the main focus of the day and let meetings with friends be more of an option if the opportunity presents itself; with friends that are frequently available on a consistent schedule, it's fine to orientate the day around being with them, but otherwise it can just be more stress than good :o.

True, its just that am always rather happy when he is around (even when I am really really sad or having an anxiety attack I still have this happy feeling deep inside in the moments when he is there.)

And he is online alot during these times, i guess i am also just really sad since the exact thing happend yesterday, tuogh he was still there before i wen't to sleep, i just really hate the time zone diffrences

(I have to sleep now sadly :C)

Aww, he sounds like he must be a pretty great friend to cause that kind of reaction in you ^^ Here's hoping he'll be able to come online in time tomorrow and from here onwards, I bet he should be able to since the weekend's drawing near

And if you're heading to bed now, I hope you have a very nice rest and pleasant dreams! ^_^. *hugs*