Nocturian

Aww, that's fair enough if you're not sure ^^ I think if you were telling them how you honestly felt, then that's nothing to be ashamed about no matter their reaction, don't worry... feelings are meant to be shared and helped with, no matter how scary they can be : o

thx, i just really do hope the person still wants to game with me and stuff, i am just very bad when it comes to judging such situations.

yw And if they're at all a decent human being, they should still be happy to game and talk with you, don't worry; you being honest about how you feel is something they should respect, especially when your feelings are difficult ones that really trouble you.

btw, I was wondering; what kind of communities are you active on online? Of course this place is one, is there anywhere else you talk to people at? : o