Monsoon

It's been 6 years now, and I came to realizing how much has changed.

So many faces I remember are gone now, either left or became inactive. I think in one occassion banned. Living in memories only.

I can't shake the feeling this is how passage of time looks like, materialized in my hands. And only @Red Cedar stubbornly and proudly represents AJ in RP world, I have to admire your undeniable and unshaken persistance.

Does anyone else feel weird knowing they'll most likely not meet anyone from here I can't seem to stop thinking about this

CHOOOCOLAAATE!!!

Goodnight everyone see you tomorrow hopefully 

Hello once more everypony! Now... I will give warning now, and if this sounds... mean or rude... please let me know! I honestly, do not know if it does... so please, let me know so I can remove it!

I suppose to not beat around the bush or anything... but... I feel like I am running in circles now...

I mean, the whole welcoming was nice! Full of ponies wishing me luck for friends or.... just welcoming me to the forums! Do not get me wrong, it was nice and a boost!... But.... if they are going to wish me luck... I mean, why can't they actually be friends too? Do they not want to.... or maybe following somepony means they are a friend...?

Ugh.... I was always terrible at this whole friendship thing.... maybe it is why I always lose my friends or... well... just can never seem to get that many anymore! Again, this is not to be mean... I just feel like my impact here is very, very small. I have yet to go to the games, but there it feels like it would only invoke reactions... and not too much chatter over that kind of stuff, which is still nice and shows that they care!

So, I am just lost now.... kinda just staring at this website all day in hopes maybe I would get something.... I am just never the one to take charge or make that first talk happen, which I apologize if that is what I am supposed to do...

Maybe I just need guidance or something? Or.... I really just have to what follow what others have been saying... going to the games and... Possibly hoping maybe I can get one... chat out of it?

Hello once more everypony! Now... I will give warning now, and if this sounds... mean or rude... please let me know! I honestly, do not know if it does... so please, let me know so I can remove it!

I suppose to not beat around the bush or anything... but... I feel like I am running in circles now...

I mean, the whole welcoming was nice! Full of ponies wishing me luck for friends or.... just welcoming me to the forums! Do not get me wrong, it was nice and a boost!... But.... if they are going to wish me luck... I mean, why can't they actually be friends too? Do they not want to.... or maybe following somepony means they are a friend...?

Ugh.... I was always terrible at this whole friendship thing.... maybe it is why I always lose my friends or... well... just can never seem to get that many anymore! Again, this is not to be mean... I just feel like my impact here is very, very small. I have yet to go to the games, but there it feels like it would only invoke reactions... and not too much chatter over that kind of stuff, which is still nice and shows that they care!

So, I am just lost now.... kinda just staring at this website all day in hopes maybe I would get something.... I am just never the one to take charge or make that first talk happen, which I apologize if that is what I am supposed to do...

Maybe I just need guidance or something? Or.... I really just have to what follow what others have been saying... going to the games and... Possibly hoping maybe I can get one... chat out of it?

Just another small update for you all: I'll be going for another walk.  Sorry, but yesterday's was too nice to not repeat! 

I'll see you all in about half an hour or so! 

Hello once more everypony! Now... I will give warning now, and if this sounds... mean or rude... please let me know! I honestly, do not know if it does... so please, let me know so I can remove it!

I suppose to not beat around the bush or anything... but... I feel like I am running in circles now...

I mean, the whole welcoming was nice! Full of ponies wishing me luck for friends or.... just welcoming me to the forums! Do not get me wrong, it was nice and a boost!... But.... if they are going to wish me luck... I mean, why can't they actually be friends too? Do they not want to.... or maybe following somepony means they are a friend...?

Ugh.... I was always terrible at this whole friendship thing.... maybe it is why I always lose my friends or... well... just can never seem to get that many anymore! Again, this is not to be mean... I just feel like my impact here is very, very small. I have yet to go to the games, but there it feels like it would only invoke reactions... and not too much chatter over that kind of stuff, which is still nice and shows that they care!

So, I am just lost now.... kinda just staring at this website all day in hopes maybe I would get something.... I am just never the one to take charge or make that first talk happen, which I apologize if that is what I am supposed to do...

Maybe I just need guidance or something? Or.... I really just have to what follow what others have been saying... going to the games and... Possibly hoping maybe I can get one... chat out of it?

Hello once more everypony! Now... I will give warning now, and if this sounds... mean or rude... please let me know! I honestly, do not know if it does... so please, let me know so I can remove it!

I suppose to not beat around the bush or anything... but... I feel like I am running in circles now...

I mean, the whole welcoming was nice! Full of ponies wishing me luck for friends or.... just welcoming me to the forums! Do not get me wrong, it was nice and a boost!... But.... if they are going to wish me luck... I mean, why can't they actually be friends too? Do they not want to.... or maybe following somepony means they are a friend...?

Ugh.... I was always terrible at this whole friendship thing.... maybe it is why I always lose my friends or... well... just can never seem to get that many anymore! Again, this is not to be mean... I just feel like my impact here is very, very small. I have yet to go to the games, but there it feels like it would only invoke reactions... and not too much chatter over that kind of stuff, which is still nice and shows that they care!

So, I am just lost now.... kinda just staring at this website all day in hopes maybe I would get something.... I am just never the one to take charge or make that first talk happen, which I apologize if that is what I am supposed to do...

Maybe I just need guidance or something? Or.... I really just have to what follow what others have been saying... going to the games and... Possibly hoping maybe I can get one... chat out of it?

Alrighty, folks! It's Friday! That means a couple of days off of work or school! 

Of course, that doesn't mean anything for me, because I'll probably be doing my school work tomorrow anyways; I just want High School to be over already! 

Well, regardless, I hope you all have lovely weekends! 

Good night, everyone! I'm looking forward to seeing you all tomorrow! 

It feels so good being active here again everything feels refreshing 

It feels so good being active here again everything feels refreshing 

It feels so good being active here again everything feels refreshing 

It feels so good being active here again everything feels refreshing 

Goodnight and sweet dreams everypony!

Enjoy your weekends, you've all earned a break.

Morning everypony 

Just playing on my ps4 at the moment 

I won't lie; I've never been a huge fan of Johnny Cash. I don't hate him, not at all, but I'm just not a fan of Country music. 

... However, this song is absolutely amazing, even if it's a cover. 

Good morning my friends 

My last notification is more than an hour ago.  Why so quiet, everyone?

Oh, and good morning everyone! Happy Friday!

Time to try to sleep XD. 

I suppose I'm a Butterfly now! 

Goodnight everypony!

Sleep well and sweet dreams!

Alright, I've made up my mind!

I'm gonna finish Psychology today! Not just my exam, BUT THE WHOLE CLASS!!!  I'm sick and tired of it looming over me, just for me to procrastinate it! I don't care that I still have 3 exams left; I'M GONNA DO ALL OF THEM; THEY'RE NOT THAT HARD!!!

Wish me luck, folks!  I've already finished one exam, I'M SURE I CAN DO 3 MORE!!!

Good morning my friends