we all commit errors, now that it's done, it's done, and you should just believe, if she's going to survive, if not, it's a thing you can no longer change, in life we learn with errors, this is an extremely sad thing i must say, if she gets better or worse, post it here, i'll give you support
the same way, one extremely sad thing happened with me today, and i got support from a friend here on the forum, i'm still sad, it's obvious, but it kinda supressed a little the pain in my hearth