Osseous Rex

Give it some time dude, you put us all on a pedestal like we are perfect. I can tell you I'm most certainly not, just going to the dentist office has me stumbling over my words and apologizing like Fluttershy, I have to mentally prep myself before any social situations and I still lock up and panic when there are too many people in a room.

stilll....

It makes me feel so awful being so behind others.

Don't sweat it too much, just do what you do, there is no leader board in life, be on your own level, not where everyone else is.