It feels good to at last come to grips with the fact I will always be in the background. So what? Why should I care? Maybe one day things will change, and everyone else will be the ones begging me for attention. Maybe not, what does it matter? My life will go on regardless.
I'm glad you feel better, but the background is a matter of perspective. All depends on where you're standing. Thus, you're not in the background for me, though you might be to someone else. :/