Ice Fox

Thanks for all the support everyone.

 

 

 

 

 

Haven't been in High school for a few years actually, but I haven't done much in that time I've been out, so I suppose mentally I'm around the same age anyway.

 

 

 

I do, I'm literally online for hours, almost everyday, if you want you can just shoot me a PM, heck I'll send you one if you want?

 

 *Hugs everyone*

If you want

Indeed, who has time for someone like me? lol

It's the Triforce all over again.

How tragic...I like it.

For a second, I thought you were referring to me. XD

Well, I mean it when I say I want to help someone.

You definitely deserve friends. I'd almost say someone like yourself deserves more friends, because you have a social problem that needs some love to be beaten down.

I appreciate all the support, truly. I'm not in a constantly depressed state; it sort of comes and goes. So I'm not as bad as it may sound, though I know I still need to do something about it.

First of all, I don't think it's brainwashing. Have your parents had a very strong influence on you? Yes, very much so, a lot more than they probably should have.

 

There's a movie almost exactly like this, it stars Adam Sandler. That movie is The Waterboy. I don't know if you've seen it or not, but it pretty much paints the picture of what you are going through.

 

I digress. No matter what your parents say and do, you are your own person. You have free will, you make your own decisions. You are also at that age where you're starting to figure out who you are, and part of doing that is figuring things out for yourself, even if you have to break some rules to do so. Believe me, I know all too well.

 

 

Yes, there is an element that you are whining, but at the same time, it isn't pointless or meaningless. Underneath that complaining is a real issue, and someone who's hurting from it because it's digging deeper and deeper into you, and there's a chance that you might not recover from it. Here's the thing: you won't know until you try.

 

If you are genuinely concerned about your family, or your safety, you need to find someone you trust, and tell them how you feel. Even if it's the neighbor, or a relative outside of your immediate family, or even the mailperson, but you have to tell them.

It can't be someone face to face because there is literally no one. Although, I do admit brainwash is a strong word.

Well, I didn't mean that I wanted someone to be shattered forever by my disappearance, only that I would like to know that they missed something. Not out of cruelty. I suppose that in and of itself is selfish.

Well, we all need our vents.

You're not the only one with social problems, my friend.

I'm in a very similar situation! My parents locked me up in the house my whole life and I knew no one outside my family. In that sense, they raised me with an iron fist: they gave me no chance to discover who I might be outside of who THEY told ME I should be. Upon joining internet forums ( without their knowing, ) I discovered many things about me I never knew. I thought I was cold and insensitive, but now I realized I'm really not, for example.

That's definitely a shame, but, it is true that the show doesn't necessarily have to have a positive effect on you, which is a very valid reason to not watch it.

I liked how excited the dogs were. xD

tbh I'd hardly consider this episode fanservice. When you think about it, Scoot's admiration for RD has been a part of her character since S1, and it only seems natural for her next step to be to get RD as a big sister

 

That said, I agree with essentially everything you said

I only say that becuase I'm almost certain I once saw someone say the episode was just fanservice...maybe I'm remembering wrong though.

Strikes me as more the writer of the episode, to be honest

Well, yes, but even as characters they can make mistakes and act differently than they normally would.

People make mistakes, and that's what Rarity did. That's all I'm going to say.

That's a very adorable pic, kudos to Ice Rain.

I'll be alone anyway, because everyone I've ever gotten close to, or cared about or loved has left or has been taken away from me It's a cursed trend in my life, and I've learned the hard way that no one sticks around forever. You'll always be left alone eventually -_-

Maybe. But you said yourself you need friends. So why not focus on what you have now, and what you can do now?

If you continue that way, though, you'll be alone forever. There are people who will stick with you, but you have to take a risk and find them.

Forget about the people who have left you behind, and think instead about those that are with you now. Maybe not many people here care. But as long as there is people who DO, you can't turn them all away. If you need friends, you'll have to let them in first.

In this situation, you have to value what you do have. What I know you have are the people on these forums. You have people like yalalala who care about you and what happens to you. You need to hold on to that and let it do what it can to help you, and not shut it out or throw it away.

I don't think you are wrong in these thoughts. Sadly the world is not full of trust-worthy people.

I don't have anyone to do that with because my parents keep me locked up in the house.

Not saying you're wrong, just that I, at least, have no other choice.