I don't have much will to reassure myself when I feel inferior to pretty much everyone. Slowly but surely, Iam fading from this place, I am seeing it happen. Yet other people are just absolutely loved by everyone and I don't know what the hell I am even doing wrong anymore. Apparently everything.
Sorry, I didn't mean to fill your status with my nonsense, I am just feeling really, really depressed today is all and the self hatred feelings are in full force. I don't want to bring anyone else down.
I been feeling upset lately because I feel its my fault you feeling bad =( I would never want you to feel bad I want to be there and help you, because you really are important and special here on forums <3=)