I know how you feel Shadtrax.S, I never knew my father, thrown around my family for welfare, kicked out at the age of 16, been living in shared housing for more then 7 years. *hugs shadtrax.S*
I have friends but there just people I talk on mumble, they don't like pony related stuff and I am afraid of bringing it up, You guys are my good friends who I can talk to about everything :)