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NonbinaryDuck

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  1. I can see the dislike of bronies, but surely not full on hatred. Regardless of anti-bronies and brony haters alike, they can't really do anything to harm/take down the fandom. I mean, hah, I wouldn't doubt if MLP:FiM continues until 2020! Bronies contribute a lot of financial success to Hasbro, so I'm pretty sure they'll try to beat the crap out of what's left of the show in order to drain more cash from the fandom, therefore it'll be harder for the fandom to die out. Not meaning to offend you all, but it's true. The show would of probably ended sooner if there was no audience which are willing to spend $1,000 on a pony figurine, let alone thousands to keep the show going and making greedy hungry Hasbro happy. Capitalism, ah sweet, sweet capitalism-- eh?
  2. I believe it depends.. For real life humans being in that situation? Probably not because it's weird. If it's cartoon characters which are, well, already cartoon characters.. I'm fine with it. I won't judge anypony regardless, ponify everything and anything in sight. Hah, Hell, I've even see ponification of barbecue grills.
  3. It depends what people downloaded themselves. If you're using font that's not common it's bound to cause issues because fonts are client content, and it's difficult for them to see unless if they download said font. Here's a list-- assuming most people use windows 7-- of fonts that people do use already: But, to keep things safe, stick with these following: Thank you, and have a nice day!
  4. I'm thinking about what I'm thinking of what I may possibly be thinking about. I don't really think I just exist and eat food, so maybe that'll better sum that up.
  5. What the Hell, there's actually terminology to this? Interesting! But maybe it's more directed towards those who do not already have other mental illnesses which causes the same issues and has the same affects. (Or it's just a label which specifies precisely what's causing the issues of lack of sleep or even in cases insomnia.) Sorry, I love learning stuff like these. Anyway, back on topic-- I'm very sorry, I know this feeling too. Sometimes I can go to sleep at like, 7 p.m. and wake up at 11 a.m. and be still so fatigue I actually cannot move or I start to see stuff that isn't there. (I believe hallucinations are also apart of narcolepsy?) It's been uncommon for me lately, but it still sucks. On top of that, I'm autistic/believe to be autistic, so being executive dysfunction also partakes into this issue, and further increases its negativity. Enough of me, I'm trying to think ways to help you, and I won't go with the obvious b.s. like "coffe or energy drinks uwu" because those don't actually help, and sometimes sugar crashes make you pass out?? Well, other than the basic crap people offer, I suggest neuro drinks. Seriously, one time I drank the Energy Refreshed "Super Fruit Infusion", the taste was kinda strange at first because it reminded me of medication, but then suddenly after 15-25 mins later energy kicked in and I actually made it throughout the day without sleeping in class. Things vary for people, so I'm not saying this will 100% work, but it's worth to give it a shot! Have a nice week, and sorry you have to go through this :S
  6. I also want to apologize for this being oh-so-messy. I wasn't and still not in the right frame of mind, it was difficult as it is for me to even type this in general, I just had to jolt this down real quick to remind myself that this actually did happen. Sorry-- thank you!
  7. {Content Warning: derealization (feeling unreal/fake), insomnia, hallucinations/delusions, psychosis, mental illness(es), possibly triggering content-- be warned.} Around 1 a.m. (which is still currently today as I'm writing this entry,) on 6/11/2015, I've been experiencing extreme derealization. What's even worse that last night/yesterday I was listening to a song, but it had some things which had lyrics such as, "How do I know this is real life?" or something along the lines of 'not feeling real', and the lyrics to the song kept playing over and over again in my head. It's currently 3:20 a.m., and although I'm connecting more back towards reality, it's still stressful trying to occupy myself other than drawing and trying to go back to sleep. Hah, speaking of sleep, I actually went to bed at a good time last night. Though ever since I woke up, I keep seeing and hearing things that aren't there, and now I'm still frightened to go back into slumber. Psychosis is fun, ain't it? No joke, I'm even listening to peaceful music and I'm still seeing this one thing which I cannot even speak of because it haunts me and the peaceful music is further making me more uncomfortable. Luckily I have pets to keep me also occupied and remind me that there's still living presence around me, therefore I shouldn't be too scared, but regardless I'm still worried to even use the restroom because I think something may attack me. Another thing bad in general when I listen to music that if there's singing in the background, I think it's something/someone trying to communicate to me. It's been driving me insane every late evening and every early morning-- why can't I just go to sleep? Well, I just hope that I can convince my parents I'm doing bad, but even when I told my mother that I was suicidal she shrugged it off and just said she didn't expect me not to be-- if anything she knew/wouldn't doubt I was. She probably did take me seriously, but considering I have distorted self-image of myself and along how I believe others perceive and treat me as, I might of overexaggerated. This isn't my fault, this is just how I think. Not sure if she takes me seriously at this point because people do believe I come off as a hypochrondriac, but regardless this is seriously harming me and I need help. I don't want to wake them up though, for they do need rest, but still if it keeps up like this, I'm going to have to take desperate measures and bluntly tell my psychaitrist what I've been experiencing and see if her herself gives two shits how I feel. Hell, when I asked her if I might have schizophrenia she gave me weird looks because to hear, "uwu I seem to normal to have issues". Well, ableist/mentalist psychiatrists/psychologists will always be trash, and I just can't wait to move out of my house and switch psychiatrists and therapist(s) so that I can actually receive proper treatment from people who I hope won't mess with me. ~With gratitude, Miguel/Jayne. [Wrote at: 3:17 a.m., ending at 3:38 a.m. but published at 3:39 a.m. || Mountain Time (-7:00). June 11th, 2015||6/11/2015] (To anyone reading this, it may sound dramatic, but the way how I felt and still feel is beyond comparison to what I wrote. Please do not harass/tease me of my issues, for I'll just become extremely upset and probably start going into an emotional breakdown. This is a way for me keeping track of what's going on, along with an audience of keeping an eye of evidence to remind me that I did bring this up before, so others will tell me to clarify so. I also apologize for switching topic-to-topic, and this being so lengthy. It's easier for me to drain out what I'm thinking and saying without too much thought put into neatness, of course other than grammar and proper spelling. Thank you for reading, and have a great day!)
  8. An oldie but I'm glad to actually see MLP:FiM lovers/bronies alike who despise this. I'm furthermore impressed with your analysis (well, not specific and actually I wish you delve deeper into that issue because as someone who has interest in voice acting and can actually do voices, these things make me crazy mad,) of the voice acting. Twilight's voice at that direct scene where you commented on not only how poor the voices were in general, but the characterization and personality/emotion into it. Serious, what the Hell Buckland? You know better than that! This is one of the most horrendous things derived from the show, there's no argument to it.
  9. Damn it, you beat me to it! I was actually about to post it until I saw this and I groaned. ;3; Anyways-- preMATURE HYPEEE!
  10. Yikes, new voice actors-- artificial flavored voice actors, that is. :| If the original voice actors can do the voices, then please! If they haven't changed much, oh yes please bring back the original Blossom, Bubbles, and Buttercup. I don't want new voice actors. D:
  11. You know that BPD feel when you cry just because someone barely raises their voice at you and you think they hate your guts? :)

    1. Ashen Pathfinder

      Ashen Pathfinder

      Yep...too many times.

    2. NonbinaryDuck

      NonbinaryDuck

      Ooh, do you have BPD, or are you just sensitive like how I am also? xD?

    3. Ashen Pathfinder

      Ashen Pathfinder

      I'm more sensitive than anything else. XD

  12. I hate everyone who agrees with this. I furthermore despise you, LightWing! My worst enemy!
  13. Hey, reminder to all of staff members to add me! I'll try to add everyone who I see that comes my way, but I do forget. Thanks, also it's an honor hearing the appreciation from others! Thank you so much for the kind messages!
  14. How to Play I will start off this thread by posting lyrics/verse of a song, and then some other pony will have to add lyrics/verse of a different song, and then cut some lyrics out for other ponies to add another verse to fill in the blank and keep the song going. Believe me, I did this before, it's funny and fun as Hell once it delves deeper! Rules You cannot use lyrics/verses from a song the person before you has already used. (Ex. I say a verse from "Superbass" by Nicki Minaj, you cannot contribute to the verse by adding another verse from the same song.) What is okay is adding the verse from said song if it were already used 2+ comments away. All genre and variety of music is allowed-- from MLP:FiM original songs, fanmade songs, Hip-Hop, Pop, 70s/80s/90s/early 2000s, Rock (even Heavy Rock/Heavy Metal), to New Age music (please do New Age it's hilarious!). This is going to be diverse with culture and musical taste-- everypony's allowed! Don't derail this thread. Seriously, I hate it when ponies do this. -_- Add emphasis to the verses you use. For example, if there's screaming/yelling in the song, make it in all caps. This gets hilarious as you read along, especially if the song verse after is like, from Enya or something lol. Be careful with language! Do not use racist terminology especially. (Ex. the n word, or any verses of songs which dehumanize people.) Have fun! (If you don't have fun you're kicked out! Bwahaha) Time to Start Listen to the little pitter-patter of my feet, as I'm howling like a dog and I'm runnin' down the street Hiding in the trees, hiding in the bushes-- I'm sitting under your couch....
  15. *sees "what is your favorite suicide"* Oh.. Ooh.. OOOHHH NOOO *reads the rest of the title*. Oh. Whoops. Also I've tried mixing Rockstar, NOS (or whatever the Hell it was called?), Monster, and some other energy drinks. Let's just say that literally after that week I lost 5 lbs of fat because I was so hyper and jumping off of walls. Like, I was so energetic I cleaned up the whole house within an hour, and I did 250 push-ups, 337 sit-ups, and I was exercising for 7 hours straight per day. It was insane. I also play fought my cousin and accidentally punched him in the face and left him a bloody and crooked nose because I was actually gaining some serious muscle mass in the process of that whole week and a half. In other words, I don't recommend this unless if you want to take the risk of also having a heart attack. Seriously, my heart felt like it was beating outside of my chest. It was insane. I do not recommend I felt like I was dying.
  16. @ Diamondheart calmed down finally, especially when being hugged, making her feel more secure. She felt embarrassed, once again, and felt so bad for making anypony worry about anything which she does. She kind of giggled to try to lighten up the mood, and replied to Jackie's caring response, "Oh, don't feel bad. I'm just sensitive.. Sorry, sometimes I overreact, it's uh.. kind of a thing about me." A smile lit up on Diamond's face, and hugged the light brown mare back. She stopped hugging after awhile, and then brought back up the issue, "And I'll help you, and there's nothing you can do to change my mind. Another thing is that you're right-- we should be open with each other pony to let each other know what's going on. We need to be better mutuals to help each other out to improve the school's performance overall. "Sorry, I just have a hard time discussing my issues, you know? Also I fear whatever I say may stir up problems, that's all. I have nothing much to talk about for now, but if I ever do, I'll be glad to run up to you first for any help. You can also have me for emotional assistance as well, I'll be glad to aid!" She had a gleaming smile, hoping that Trade would understand. "Well, it's getting pretty late-- almost time for next period. I'll see you soon?" she asked, hoping Jackie would oblige.
  17. @ Diamondheart immediately stopped what she was doing and looked directly in the mare's eyes, which is actually impressive considering she always had issues with eye contact. She just kept staring for a short time-- you can definitely tell she was thinking while she spaced out. Instantly, you could see tears in her eyes. "O-Ohh.. I'm very sorry.." she said, quietly sniffling, "Ugh.. I've been wanting to give you an earlier notice, but thin-things just been out of hoof.." She somewhat stuttered as she talked. She became extremely embarrassed from crying in front of her, but she couldn't hold it any longer. Her hooves kept rubbing her eyes and she tried snapping herself out of it, but it was difficult. She was still shaking from being so bothered by what's going on so far, she was just flustered. "You don't have to w-worry about the list, either way, i-it can be held off later..." she said, "I-I'll take care of half o-of the list, so that will put l-less stress on you. You can al-always complete it a few days f-from now, it's really no big deal.." She somewhat stop shivering and stuttering, and was thinking about what Jackie said. She always wanted help, but from other staff members with their own problems? No. She was a bit stunned regardless. She knows better that she shouldn't bring up personal issues into such a huge and complex workplace that is Canterlot High, so she was quite embarrassed.
  18. *shrugs* I personally despise red eyes for her, considering red is too abstract for blue-related colors, I personally love magneta more for her. Magneta has the passion of red in general, but the calm and coolness just like how blue colors do, but yeah. Hasbro had a better choice, and I agree, but yeah just like how everypony else here said banners here are made by members, not by staff. Sorry, my good friend who has actual taste in colors!
  19. Did you swallow a dictionary? Nah just kidding, but tyvm for the correction! I never heard of archetype before, so this is very informative.
  20. @ While the light coral-brown pony was talking, Diamondheart started to arrange some stuff around in her office. Even though she worked with the Jackie for awhile, she could never get used to her own staff members cussing. Not that she mind, it just always would give her a jolt because she definitely knows that the staff acts completely different around with fellow members versus average students. The thought of it also makes her laugh.. While her mind was on that, she responded back to Ms. Trade's question. "Uh.. hehe nah I think I'm fine..." she said, sounding very weary. "There's.. just alot going on back where I live-- that's all. Nothing to be of concern." She once again flashed a cheesy smile, trying to keep positive spirit. "I'd also like to apologize for not speaking with.. well.. anypony much, to be honest. Just.. paperwork, and.. you know, small things build up and add stress. Also I'm pretty sure you're a busy mare yourself, yes? I wouldn't want to disturb great teachers." She started to relax more as she slowly sat back down on her chair, and slowly a realistic calm smile started to reveal on her face. "Oh, where are my manners-- please, sit down." she somewhat giggled, pointing towards one of the cushioned greyish red chairs that faced towards her office desk.
  21. @ The mare's eyes glared at Jackie, somewhat confused. 'That's strange, usually nopony comes in here just because they actually want to..' Diamondheart thought, 'well, this is a nice surprise I suppose'. "Oh yeah, hehe, sorry.." Diamondheart said, somewhat flustered, "I don't know why, but it's been pretty busy back at home." She had a cheesy, sheepish smile and awkwardly stared at Ms. Trade for awhile. 'I hope she doesn't get on my case about that actually.. I don't want to scare anypony off.. Let's see how I can change the subject here..' she continued to wonder. "Ah hah!-- I mean.. Uh.. So, how have classes been? Any students misbehaving, or perhaps do you need help with something? I can always be of assistance!"
  22. You're all going to Duck Hell! The almighty Duck Lord will punish you as you rightfully deserve!
  23. You stinky pigeons-- I don't date fake Canadians!! YET HE WEARS HOCKEY GEAR?!
  24. Sorry, I kinda look like crap b/c I just come out of the shower. ;3; Mehhehh
  25. Of course I love my little pony! I love Fluttershy, Pinkie Pie, Rarity.. *squints eyes at smuged writing on hand*... Toilet Sprinkles...

    1. Miles

      Miles

      Lol! "Toilet Sprinkles" ^o^

    2. Sigma
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