If I were you, I would avoid idealizing relationships. If you jump into one just for the sake of it, you're not gonna have a fun time. When I was in high school I thought having a girlfriend would magically solve all my problems and make me happier. It didn't.
I had to end that relationship because neither of us were happy or knew what we wanted/expected from each other. Because we were too young. Just, don't place such urgency on "finding" a partner. Go about your life, talk, make friends, and odds are you'll meet someone you click with.