Aura Nightlight

I'd be a fantasy writer. Using my creative thoughts as an outlet to create in depth characters!

I never particularly liked Dippin' Dots. Maybe I ate some bad ice cream.. How old are they? I don't see them around anymore, except for a little Wal-mart machine.

I am currently reading The Vampire Chronices by Anne Rice. Queen of The Damned, is my favorite so far!

I don't think I'll color this one. I wouldn't want to ruin it.

Am I the only one that wishes a smaller intellect? I'm not tooting my own horn, but there come a time when thinking can be over the top. Especially when it come to 'Over Thinking'. A lot of you bronies can agree with me that although thoroughly asserting a situation can be helpful, it can be painful when it gets too much. Recently, and I will just come right out and say this, I discovered my house is now a wonderful home to bed bugs (spoiler alert for sarvasm)! Isn't that great!.. Anyway, it's been a week now since I've seen my mother and my other beloved friends because we are both too paranoid and think I will give them all bed bugs. While this is not completely ludicrous, I can't stand the thought of an insect invading my space! Not to mention the very place to where I live! It's been about a week since I've connected with them, and I made a realization. My happiness depends on being around others. Yes, I do have a chemical imbalance that gives me depression but it's not like I'm depressed 24/7. I also notice my daily hygiene got worse once I knew I would be at the house and not see my family. I know it's gross, but hygiene is something I'm just not all that focused on. Frankly I personally think girls like myself are misnamed for being a 'tomboy', or whatnot. It's not that, it's just there are more things in life that I personally find more important than how I look (sadly my depression just makes it harder for an 'upkeep'). I love my father dearly, but he is as broken and still as I am. Sometimes I just need to get out of the house to interact with people like Pinkie Pie, although no doubt she would drive me crazy in less than 10 minutes.. Anyway, what I'm attempting to explain is that I so desperately want to be able to be happy without depending on an outside force to do so. I am a Christian, but sometimes faith can only get you so far. I can't tell you how many times I've over thought the presence of a deity, just to make some logical sense in my life. I'm not sure if this is something that I can change on my own. Or if I do see some improvement, am I fooling myself to be happy just to be happy? Or will I genuinely be joyful?

I wish I could show my mother this picture. Much like my oc, Solstice, she doesn't have a complete family. Yet that pushes her to help people less fortunate because she herself had a taste of the hard life, but uses those experiences to make her stronger to focus on others, and help them over come their struggles. I don't know, I guess I just wanted to show the picture! I hope I did well!..

All the time. But I just think too much.

Don't You Dare Forget the Sun - by Get Scared

Hmm, that can be difficult to explain. I myself am a people pleaser, but I don't do it be choice. I try very hard not to think of what that other someone thinks about me. But I can't help but wonder. I would say it's harder to easier to know you care, rather than trying desperately hard to convince yourself that you don't. It's all just a matter of what you want your life to be influenced by.

Could you please do mine as well? I know you have many requests, so no rush!

Congratulations! Both of you!

I'll make sure to do that, I hope my voice cooperates well enough! I'm truly excited!

Joined. I look forward to playing all of you.

I sing pretty much anything that catches my interest! I love songs with a beautiful tune and a gentle voice. Although I could go for some hard metal sometimes.

My Favourite Mane 6 Pony: Fluttershy How did you find MLP Forums?: Well I had been looking for a sizable community for to meet friendly people and hopefully get myself some friends. How you became a fan of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic: I saw a lot of collab songs and animation from MLP fan bases. I started to enjoy the characters we well as my favorite, Fluttershy. I am a 17 year old female with a passion for music, singing, and writing. I live with my father, my sister, and my puppy. I hope to be a professional singer as I leave the my home and venture into my adult hood. I hope also to make my dreams a reality. Whether than be today or tomorrow!