Grim Mortis

Hallo! Guten tag. Ich bin Joshua Beitzel, Aka Grim Mortis. ich bin verwandte bis Beitz familie.

i am currently re-reading the tommy knockers, interview with a vampire, 12 differnt fanfictions, and a guide on how to life life to the fullest.

Penumbra necrologue, go team OMG WHAT IS THAT THING?!

Feel free to add me guys, seriously, I don't bite. Grim Mortis

Im very sorry to hear that... If you need somepony to talk to my contact info is on my profile.

Hanging upside down from my rafters pouring my self a cold glass of cranberry juice

i forgot something! Favorite saying- Ich habe eine Tasse wilden Geparden in meiner Hose.

My single problems include, but are not limited to, 1. not being able to confide my personal feelings or doubts 2. lack of emotional support 3. no one to talk to on a regular bases 4. yes, even somepony like me loves to cuddle, i mean seriously, who doesn't?

To be completely honest, i am very, how should i put this.... my heart feels completely desolate and empty. the only reason i am still considered a human being ( i haven't lost all emotion completely) is because of my dear friends. However as time goes on i feel like the person i want to be is slipping away and the part of me that i fear the most is coming out. I never feared death, i only fear being alone, and that is what i feel right now... alone.

Welcome to Arkansas, state of perpetually confused weather. doesn't matter what time of year it is, there is only two temperature settings here, 1. hot as balls and 2. cold enough to freeze hell over

i think all avatars are cuter than mine.

Typically, when i need to relax, i do one of two things. Day time: i go to a very secluded spot deep within the forest behind my house. about 2 1/2 miles back. there is a brook back there that runs year around. in the middle of this creek is a small island. about 3 meters wide and about 7 meters long. on this island there is a large mossy rock i find particularly relaxing to lay on, and i usually fall into a trance as the sounds of birds, water, and wind hit my ears. Night time: i live on a main road in arkansas, even thought it is very rural where i live. so at night sometimes i will go for a walk, usually about 3 or 4 miles.

Favorite pony: Twilight Sparkle reason: Twilight started off as a antisocial, egotistical, and potentially apathetic unicorn. We all saw how she was those two first episodes, but once she found that she actually liked the others, and accepted that she was an element of harmony, she turned her life around. there was nothing she wouldn't do for her friends and family, she is the epitome of all the elements, even though she might not be as honest as applejack or as kind as fluttershy, she always does her best because she now knows that wonderful feeling of warmth that only comes from being around people you care about. that is why, in my opinion, Twilight is best pony. Don't get me wrong, I love all the mane six equally, but out of all of their personalities hers clicks with me the most. Favorite game: Penumbra necrologue. reason: Penumbra is by far the most intense story based game i have ever played. and necrologue, a mod for amnesia the dark decent continues the story and does it more than justice. If i meet the group responsible for this mod i would shake their hands and more than likely give them 100 dollars a peice. just cause i love the game that much.

top 15 favortite words 1. smushie 2. squishy 3. swoosh 4. squirt 5. momo 6. panzer 7. blitz 8. derp 9. squee 10. chaos 11. popo 12. dede 13. looper 14. coco 15. weee

welcome to the community you are unquestionably, undeniably, going to have fun.

i once had a dog. she was a 150 pound dobie. i called her missus fluffy bottom

This thread is about the weirdest candy pics you can find. I have been around the webs alot and i have seen some really weird candies. so i thought that this might be a fun thread for us to enjoy.

I live in the Rural hills of southern Arkansas. There is a lot of weird stuff around here so this is my list of things under my pillow. 1 30rnd clip for my AR-15 1 13" boar knife 2 Batteries 1 led flashlight 5 jerky strips and a can of mace ( i sleep on a california king bed with a body pillow stretched across btw.)

the speed of stupid why does pain hurt so bad.

i can never figure this out... i feel like it might be both....

Steam: Grim Mortis ADD ME PLZZZZZZ (\>w</)

i have just made some salsa. contrary to the thread it tastes amazing..... its made from habenero..... i am in a fetal postion dying a most horrible death with this demon salsa in my stomach ^w^