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Plain White T's for the song "Hey there Delilah" alone. Songs very rarely make me cry, but I can relate so much to this one it made me cry quite often. Delilah is so far away, and he will never see her again. What's the most painful love related experience you've ever had.

That's a bit awkward, but when I was little, I thought that during sex you just stick it in and pee........I mean give me a break, I was a bit slower in my sexual developement. I saw porn the first time with 13 and it seemed gross and awkward to me. I thought what music is on a CD depends on what's drawn/ printed on the CD, so I once drew some stuff on a CD wondering what music would come out.....I think the CD just didn't work anymore .-. I was sure if you wouldn't put out a fire the entire planet would burn away eventually. I was convinced the diagonal line through a square was exactly 1.5 times it's side lengh. I was so sure, when I learned the Pythagorean theorem in school which said it was actually 1.41...., I at first thought it had to be wrong.

Interesting song, the start sounds really cool, 7/10 This song often makes me cry a bit because it hits too close

I think confidence plays a role when it comes to hugging. A few years ago I'd get surprised whenever I got hugged, my self esteem was so low it surprised me that anyone would wanna get that close to my body. Because of that, I never initiated a hug, I hoped others would do that. Anyway, I tried to get over the fear of initiating a hug and managed to do it occasionally.....at the beginning a little bit drunk maybe lol. And after a while I finally got that people don't find me disgusting or something and have no problem with hugging me. Obviously, it depends on the setting, hugging your teacher would probably not be ideal. I tried that when I was like 6, but she didn't let me.

Even if you are the reason, they had to like you already in order to do that, maybe you are a likable person. And we should stop spamming here now lol.

Yeah, and see it as a compliment I guess, she was just a bit awkward lol.

I mean I don't like every girl I see, but even if I don't like her like that and have to tell her that, it would still be like a compliment to me.

Um....I just wanna ask, are you allright? Your comment there is a little bit worrying to me tbh.

Yeah, from your description I think she took it a little too fast and touching someone when they say no is most likely a bad idea. But I'm very sure most guys would enjoy something like that, let's be real. That's why it seemed weird to me at first lol.

You have a good point that, I even mostly have no idea what to say when someone randomly talks to me and just feel super awkward.

Yeah, while reading this I was thinking "god damn dude, what were you doing?.......at least give her a chance lol".

Reading this, I thought your reaction to this was really weird, but after checking your profile I get it lol.

I wish all girls would be like that lol. Maybe trimming your facial hair would be a good option for you. I thought the same earlier, but when I trimmed it for the first time (I didn't even know a tool you can trim beard with exist before that lol) it didn't feel weird and annoying to me anymore, and I'm really glad I have a full beard now. I think beards can make you look much more masculine (I know that's not something every dude strives for here lol), and a beard can kinda hide flaws on your lower face, especially on the chin. I also sometimes shave the edges of my beard straight, before that I always thought many guys just naturally grow such a regularly shaped beard lol. When it comes to...the other hair, I hate them lol, because the thought of using anything remotely sharp in that area makes me very uncomfortable. It's a bit embarressing, but no one commented about that yet lol.

Since I inject myself heroin everyday, I'm pretty okay with needles. Okay no, but seriously, needles do make me nervous, a few years ago I almost started crying when they took a blood sample for the military, needless to say, they didn't see me as suitable. It has gotten better tho, now I just look away whenever a doctor takes a blood sample from me, but waiting in line for getting the blood sample taken is still a bit uncomfortable for me.

I created this page in english and german: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ammonium_iodate Since I'm a chemistry nerd, it's about a chemical compound. I was surprised no one else created one about this chemical, because it's really cool. It's a white powder that disappears into purple smoke when heated, it looks like real magic. Other then that, I just made some edits here and there.

@Cyclone I guess around 20 for you. For me it's 21, but I'm not proud of how it happend. Saaaaaame!

@Jeric This is between you and me, I'm still thankful you sent me tzat PM message, you brought me back on the right track.

I don't have a partner atm so can't answer. But I'm always crushing on the girls who are taken x_x Let's ask something more naughty.....at what age did you lose your Virginity ?(don't be ashamed if it's a bit late, I'm also a late bloomer).

This is fucking adorable, god I love to look back at what people I was crushing on years ago, it feels pretty nostalgic. Anyway, my first crush was probably a chubby girl in middle school....but that's a boring story. One of my first crushes that's a bit funnier was the pink girl from Happy Tree Friends....I'm not joking, I think Giggles is her name. I watched the show because I found the characters cute, I actually hated the brutal stuff lol.

Yay, welcome to the antipsychotics club! I take Seroquel too, it always makes me really sleepy and I get just suuuuuper weird dreams from it, I pretty much dream enought for a whole life time every night, it's funny. My doc gave me seroquel to make me somewhat calmer, however, the most common anti anxiety meds are benzodiazepines like xanax, but you have to me super careful with this stuff because you can get a physical dependence on them. Wellbutrin is an interesting medication, it's an amphetamine like antidepressant which acts as a dopamine noradrenaline reuptake inhibitor. I'd say you should maybe try to eat more food containing phenylalanine and tyrosine, because your body needs these amino acids to produce dopamine and noradrenaline. You can also buy these as food suppliments too, maybe you could talk with a doctor about that.

5/10, not really my thing. I'm just gonna continue the spanish theme with this masterpiece here:

I've definitely never seen this person before.

I got some super sick molecule building toys recently ........fuck I'm a nerd lol. I think they just look so pretty! Bonus points for anyone who can guess what molecule that is.

Wow what a speedy song! I just don't really like metal, so....5.5/10. This here could be my theme song lol.