That Guy with the CMB

They don't exactly have any more money than me since I live on their money  Also any of them doesn't have paypal etc. either 

Also, now I how to better answer to the not deserving thing.
it's the fact that I feel so greedy if I ask anything for free from anyone, especially if it cost money originally. 

you know that the fact that you think if you ask you might feel greedy means that you are more conscious of others and there feelings....that actually makes you less greedy then alot of people ¦)

maybe...I still can bring me to ask something like that from anypony, but naturally if somepony does choose give me something like that, I won't turn that down, because that would feel even worse