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Lonely, frustrated, and feeling betrayed. Feels like I no longer have friends in real life and I can't figure out if it's my fault or their fault. All I really have in my life to enjoy is tennis and a playing League with "friends". Making the best of it all, hoping that things get better after graduating and getting into college.

Here in California it sucks. It goes from insanely hot (by our standards) to rainy and back again. It's such an uncomfortable situation right now, and as a tennis player I refuse to accept rain as a good thing despite the drought problem.

Literally every freaking game I play or have played. There's something called "getting in the zone" or the "state of flow" which is commonly used in sports which is when physical ability as well as mental ability reaches peak performance, which also applies to videogames as well. These are all games that I can't seem to reach this state at all. League of Legends: Too many things going on while trying to control your character while keeping an eye on your surroundings as well as something across the map. Osu!: Too fast. Anything over four stars is too fast for my mind to comprehend and react to. Vindictus: I always sucked at games that involve dodging with invulnerability frames. It's also tough to dodge while making sure you're still dealing damage since dodging take both time and timing to perform. Tera: Too much going on. It's like a World of Warcraft that is more complex than it really has to be.

Having a tough time because I'm waiting for so many games to come out such as Kingdom Hearts 3, Final Fantasy 15, Monster Hunter Cross (X), and Neir 2. Metal Gear Solid: Phantom Pain is a game I can't quite afford and Danganronpa is something I lack the console to play. While I wait for these games, I'll spend my time playing League and Osu!, which are games that I can play timelessly. I also want to finish Neir as well as clear Kingdom Hearts 2.5 with a 100% completion rate some time before the third game is released.

I connect to this song as much as I enjoy it. Caleb Hyles is also fantastic, as is this cover. Such a talented coverer with a powerful voice.

My Favourite Mane 6 Pony: Fluttershy How did you find MLP Forums?: Former member of the forums. How you became a fan of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic: Came across it in a video and became more interested. Was a fan of it's surprisingly high-quality animation and sound. I am also drawn to shows with am emphasis on it's characters, which MLP was exactly. Hi there, I'm a former member of MLP Forums from approximately three years ago. I do not remember my previous alias nor would I be surprised if nobody would remember me. I am in fact no longer a brony, and while I do have fond memories of it, I'm not here to discuss about the show or anything. I've returned to use the Life Advice subforum to seek help, which I will do when I reach my 5-post prerequisite, because I am in quite a dark time in my life. I do not feel I can ask my family nor do I have friends or adult figures who can help me, so I decided to return to these forums because I remember it being the most friendly, safe community I could seek help from anonymously. MLP: I was formerly a big fan of Fluttershy and favored the pegasi. I stopped watching after the Crystal Empire and Equestria girls but remember my fondest memories in the cheery songs of the show as well as becoming easily engrossed in the many fanfictions. Me: I am a tennis player in highschool who particularly enjoys competitive videogames (League of Legends, Team Fortress 2, etc), progression-based videogames (World of Warcraft, TERA, Vindictus, etc), and anime. For the most part I have no plans for my future life because I am living for my short term goal of reaching number one varsity on my school's tennis team to add purpose and pride to my life.