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Zarosian

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  1. Tomorrow marks another year passed by. And still I have achieved nothing :/

    1. Brony Number 42

      Brony Number 42

      Compared to what?

  2. The dreaded day approaches...

  3. Wow, it's been almost a year since I was last "active" here. I can't remember what the reason I stopped popping in here was :/

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    2. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      Hey. Same here.

    3. EpicEnergy

      EpicEnergy

      Nice to have you back, I hope you enjoy it here! :grin:

    4. Zarosian
  4. Why I stopped taking Cutie Mark Requests (And Artwork Requests in general): 

    People just don't listen, or act completely ungrateful when I actually do things for them.

    Granted most of the people who I did the re-designs for were very happy with the work and grateful for it. But this always happens every time I open a request board. People start to ask for things without reading the requirements, such as telling me EXACTLY what they want...

    When people don't read the requirements I post, (e.g. having a reference image, or a pre-existing image of some kind to work with) I lose all my motivation, because people want me to do something for them which makes the job harder for me. There is always a reason why I ask for those things, it makes my job easier, and stops me from struggling too much with colours or shapes they want.

    I might re-open requests in the future, but until people can actually learn to read properly (and not blame me when they don't...) I just can't deal with making them. I'm sorry.

  5. Going to UK Pony Con in Nottingham on the 12th and 13th of October. If anyone here is going, feel free to say hi to me when there. I'll be attending both days with a VIP Pass.

  6. Could really use the help if anyone could help me spread the word and get a few commissions~

    https://www.deviantart.com/zarosianpony/art/ZarosianPony-s-Artwork-Commission-Price-List-767190186

  7. UPDATE:
    Artwork and requests will not be posted here or taken until further notice.
    Reasons: Health, Confidence, Attitude of certain Requesters

  8. The text section in the RP area is still broken... when is it gunna be fixed?

    1. Passion

      Passion

      "Text section"?

    2. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      The text here 

       its all screwy with <p> and stuff

  9. Should I re-open requests on a smaller basis? I need some practice.

  10. Am I just broken or something? It doesn't matter what I do,  every time I think of a video idea or something, I just stop in my tracks because the thought sweeps through my head "Nobody wants t see this, Zaro! its not worth bothering with."

    1. Mirage

      Mirage

      Follow your inspiration. You're not getting these feeling to impress others, you getting them because you need create. So do it.

    2. Artimis Whooves

      Artimis Whooves

      Don't worry what people want to see, make what you wanna make.

  11. I really don't want MLP FIM to end... it got me through so many dark times, and allowed me to be more creative and create a story that I've gotten SO FAR into... I don't want it all to be suddenly rent asunder and changed...

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    2. Rhythm Red

      Rhythm Red

      Well, think of it this way: when FIM ends, you won’t have to worry about canon stuff messing up your story! You’ll be free to write whatever you want. Plus the fandom’s not just gonna abandon g4 and g4 fan content, we’ll still be fans of both despite the show being finished. 

    3. Mesme Rize

      Mesme Rize

      I know what you mean and i can understand that you are sad.

      But you must remember, that every story must have an ending.

      If it makes you feel better, there will be another show in the near future. *Lamiahuggles* :)

    4. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      thanks...

  12. I just looked through 20+ pages of jobs in my area. Not one of them was suitable for someone visually impaired like me... Just further enforces the view that we disabled people are considered a nuisance in the workplace. 

  13. I drew a thing. May at some point consider re-opening requests with my updated style. Still debating with myself. https://zarosianpony.deviantart.com/art/Zarosian-and-Misty-Nova-s-family-738748067

  14. I'm still looking for OC's to use as background characters in an Animatic (don't have anywhere near enough yet) https://zarosianpony.deviantart.com/journal/OC-s-needed-for-an-Animatic-730740042

  15.  

    MLP - Zarosian 2018 re-design (OC)

     

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    2. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      I wouldn't say "back from the dead" as I'm only doing personal art at the moment... while I wait for some blood test results to explain my tiredness/depression

  16. Won't be around here for awhile. Shit is not getting any better for me, so I need to make a decision about whether or not to carry on.

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    2. SomeCoffee

      SomeCoffee

      Oh wow, for some reason "Click to choose files" was hidden, and I made an Imgur post for no reason.

      https://imgur.com/a/kXKMN

      Hopefully that works.

       

      Back on topic, I've always been super interested in fashion-y ponies, so It'd be super interesting to me if you could draw that pony (Radiant Hope) in that pose. :nom:

    3. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      I'll send it to you in PM when I've drawn it. will get right onto it

      would you like it fully lined, black and white sketch, or coloured sketch?

    4. SomeCoffee

      SomeCoffee

      Ohh forgot to mention, could you do the dress and heels pretty please :please:

      And no need for that ugly background, you can leave it blank or make your own.

      Or if you want to, you could add anything you think would outfit better, or change colours ect. .

      And coloured sketch would be nice, but I'm so used to black & white, if you don't have the time Id' be happy with a sketch.

  17. Why are you not drawing our requests?: Because I'm so down and depressed that I can't being myself to draw anything but my own OC. And even then it keeps dawning  on me how NOBODY wants to see it.

    Why don't you ever finish things you start?: Because I remember after starting that nobody wants to see it. So I stop.

    Why are you depressed: Many things. Many MANY things. You wouldn't care to hear any of them.

    Why are you even writing this?: I don't know. Really, I don't. It's not like people care, so honestly I don't know why I even bother.

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    2. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      I know. One person. I was referring to the thousands of others that see this and think "bleh, he's just a drama queen, ignore him" Its why I don't go into specifics any more; I just make it very clear that I know they don't care

    3. CheeryFox

      CheeryFox

      -Hugs you- =)

    4. Catpone Cerberus

      Catpone Cerberus

      Ignoring doesn't necessary mean that one doesn't care. For example, I usually ignore these because I just have nothing to say, I don't know what I could say to help. 

  18. I drew an MLP The Movie version of Zarosian

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  19. I just want things to be the way they used to be...

  20. Back in the hospital (have been for 3 days total now) had my appendix removed last night and SHOULD be home tomorrow depending on pain levels...

  21. "The next phone consultation is in 3 weeks, so if you want to see a doctor you'll need to be up at 8AM and ring up for the day's appointments" This is why I never bother with "professional" help...

    1. Artimis Whooves

      Artimis Whooves

      Well, doctors do have to see a lot of people, Maybe you called at a bad time?

    2. Handsome Changeling

      Handsome Changeling

      I had the exact same issue. When it comes to mental health the doctors will throw you through 50 or more loops and hoops before they give you real help. Hence why I just gave up with the "professional" help.

    3. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      Giving it one last chance. If it fails for a 6th time, then I'll have to make a decision on whether or not to continue on.

  22. People talk around me like I'm not even there every time I try and join a conversation. Everywhere, every time. Am I just that bad of a person?... do I just not belong?... What's wrong with me?

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    2. Artimis Whooves

      Artimis Whooves

      Nope, I haven't even told them anything yet. They're just super awesome people :]

    3. Zarosian

      Zarosian

      can give it a try if you want

    4. Artimis Whooves

      Artimis Whooves

      Awesome :]

      We're all in a discord chat (Group chat, not a server) with eachother, so when you're ready, just PM me your tag :grin:

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