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  1. JeyWiz
    Ever since I first got hooked onto the show in mid 2013, my life had changed for the better. Out of every show or movie i've ever watched, none of them has taught me or shaped me as a person as much as MLP did. I remember joining the fandom like it was yesterday, instantly creating fan content and discussing my new interest with my friends, some of who are bronies themselves. I got to admit, even though I temporarily stopped watching around season 6, I never lost interest entirely. It's just that I had so much other life issues getting in the way like school etc. Earlier this year however, I heard news that MLP would airing its final season. Because of this, so many memories flooded back to me, to the point where watching the season 9 trailer almost made me cry. I was about to witness the end of a large portion of my childhood, and this wasn't the first time I felt this. When Adventure Time ended, I began to feel the end of an era for animation, as well as the beginning of a new era. I remember back in 2010 when Adventure Time was first announced as a new show through promos. 
    Now that the end is finally here, I just want to say that it has been one hell of a ride, but we made it.
    Even after MLP does end, I may or may not continue being a fan after a while, but I will never forget the memories that I created while in the fandom. I truly do hope that Gen 5 does justice to the franchise as a whole and hopefully it will bring in more fans in the future. Thanks to the crew and the VAs for bringing a wonderful cartoon to us all. 
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    Heartbroken :(

    By JeyWiz,

    Hey guys. This blog is a vent for how I've been feeling recently. What am I feeling? Bad. Really, really bad. I'm sorry if I sound angry in this blog. Please try to understand that I'm not mad at anyone here.
     
    The issue going on with me is that I've been really looking forward to meeting someone I love and someone special in my life, my special somepony, which is basically a boyfriend or girlfriend, husband, wife etc. However, I just can't. I'm often very envious of people who met their perfect match and yet I don't have one. This makes me really unhappy.
     
    The main thing that stops me from finding someone to love is the fact that I am extremely shy around a lot of people, especially girls my age. Being too scared to talk to just anyone, even people in my own family sometimes, has always been one of my biggest personal flaws. I've never been an outgoing person and I have never really confident enough to start conversations. Hell, every time I attempt to make a joke, my sense of humor doesn't even appeal to anyone. So yeah, it's mainly my awkward social personality that drives girls away all the time. Sometimes I hate myself for it. Even though I am pretty introverted 99 percent of the time it wouldn't hurt for me to hang out with my special somepony, who I unfortunately don't have at the moment.
     
    I'm always trying hard to keep my hopes up, but now, I don't even know anymore. There could be someone out there at the other side of the world or right near me who'd make a perfect match for me, but I'm having doubts now, which is making me kind of depressed. People say that everyone has a match. What is this? Tinder? Hell no. Even if everyone does have a match, I highly doubt I would have one for myself.
     
    Because of this problem of mine, every Valentine's Day is a living hell for me. The worst part is that I have people pushing me down on this, like people saying that I'm "too young" or something. No, don't EVER TELL ME THAT I'M TOO YOUNG. I hate it when people say that. A lot of my other friends at lunch time are hanging out with whoever the hell they're dating and here I am typing this stupid blog about why my love life has to be heartbreaking and unfair.
     
    Another problem is that whenever I find someone I like it turns out they're already dating someone else. This happens to me a lot, and I f**king HATE it. It's hard to find someone you love and care for the most but what's harder is making them love you back. As I said before, it's my stupid timid and awkward personality that drives people away and lowers my chances of finding my special somepony. It just sucks.
     
    Basically, I've lost all hope. I'm never going to find my special somepony and this is something I might never get over. This has made me hate myself for how much of a loser I realise I actually am. I could work hard to improve my personality and maybe, just maybe somemone will love me.
     
    Here's an art piece that I've worked on that perfectly describes the way I've been feeling. I'll post it on deviantart sometime soon.
     

  3. JeyWiz
    Hey guys, it's me again. It's been a LONG while since i've posted anything here, apart from status updates. Also, that Song of The Week blog that I made a few months ago? I decided to abandon that. Unfortunately i can't really keep a weekly routine and end up forgetting everything. Haha.
     
    Ok, now i want to talk about something serious. Ever since I was like, 5 or something , I was a huge fan of cartoon animal characters that could walk and talk like people. As you know, there are TONS of kids shows that featured walking and talking animals that I was a huge fan of when I was younger, such as Looney Tunes, Flushed Away, Kung Fu Panda, Madagascar, and many other great shows and movies that I enjoyed I cannot possibly fit into the list. I was also a fan of video games that included animals like Sonic The Hedgehog. So yeah, my early life was pretty much dominated by colorful kids shows with anthropomorphic animals and would spend hours everyday watching them.
     
    During 2013, that's when I started to forget about my obsession with anthropomorphic animals. I didn't lose interest, i still had it. My obsession with kids shows with animals was just "packed away" for some reason. That was also the year that I discovered what a Furry is. All because I was being such a close minded idiot I just decided to stereotype them as sexual predators who would do stuff children or some shit. Because I was close minded, I would often go on furry videos on YouTube and troll them in the comments section, telling them to kill themselves, and how they were pedos and rapists etc. Even in real life I told all my friends and misguided them into making them think that furries were a bunch of sick f**ks and needed to be killed for doing stuff to animals or something like that. They were all horrified by how I described them so they were hating on them too.
     
    However, during this year, 2016, something flicked a switch in my head. Disney released a trailer for a new animated film featuring anthropomorphic animals. The movie was Zootopia (i'm pretty sure you guys know what it is). That's when I learned the word 'anthropomorphic'. I knew there was a fancy word to describe cartoon animals that dress up and act like people and that's when I remembered my early days when I was hooked onto stuff like that. I flashed back to the days I would watch Kung Fu Panda and Looney Tunes on a daily basis. I got so much nostalgia and suddenly unleashed my obsession with anthropomorphic animals once again after so many years. I was like "No way! I seriously gotta see this movie!". So i did. I watched the movie with my friends and I have to say, Zootopia is by far my No.1 favourite movie. It was better than anything i've seen in my life!
     
    Ever since that day, I was proud to call myself a Furry. However, I remembered all the stupid shit I said about furries in the past online and in real life. I the realised what a furry truly is. They weren't sexual predators, pedos, or murderers. I decided to open my mind more and look at the positives. The furries were actually the nicest and most open minded and caring communtiy when I learned MORE about them. Things got even better. I also discovered that this entire furry community has the exact same interests as I did! They were also fans of Looney Tunes, Sonic the Hedgehog etc. just like myself! I no longer felt alone. I could finally be a part of one HUGE community full of people who enjoy the same stuff I do and interact with them!
     
    Looking back at what I had done in the past, all of that stupid shit I said about furries online and in real life, i utterly regret it. All the damage that I have done, I don't think I can fix it. Typing up 'furry' in the search bar on youtube, the too results are cringe conpilations, which are a collection of awkward and embarrasing stuff people do. Before, I was laughing at these videos, but now, it saddens me. It reminded me of the monster I was in the past to these guys. I decided to tell my friends to forget about what i said about the fandom and told them truth about it. Hen I told them that i'm one myself now.
     
    In conclusion, I just want to say that i am truly sorry for being a close minded asshole to you guys, if you are a furry. And if you don't forgive me, i don't blame you. I've been a total ass and I admit, I f**ked up real bad.
     
    Right now, i am trying to find out how i can make uo for everything and i just want to say that, i'm proud to be a furry and promise i'll never look down upon you ever again.
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    Song of the Week #1

    By JeyWiz,

    Sup guys! It's me, Gumball! Starting today, I'm starting this new blog called "Gumball's Song of the Week". This blog will be about one song of my choice that I will share with all of you every Saturday! The songs that I will be sharing to you guys don't belong to me. I'll be posting songs from other popular or underground artists in the music industry. The songs I will post will mostly consist of EDM, so beware of those heavy bass drops. I'll also be sharing some song from other genres, like rock, alternative, rap etc.
     
    TODAY'S SONG OF THE WEEK IS...

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