Meson Bolt

I get that same feeling as well, actually. I love all of my friends to pieces, but there are also times where I wish I could be closer with them, similar to how close other peoples' friendships are.

I guess I'm just jealous of people who can make friendships without having to lay out a disclaimer that states "I'm emotionally unstable and might lash out at you, also might annoy you to death and please let me know if I'm doing so otherwise I'll feel like a cheap friend for making you listen to my rambling. I also ramble a lot and I hope that doesn't annoy you as well, and if it does please make sure to let me know."

I... honestly know what you mean

But, friends listen to each other when something's up, right? And rambling isn't exactly a bad thing