Meson you're an awesome person and a good friend, don't say that. Everyone has a purpose, you just have to find it. I know that mind sound kinda sappy, but it's true. If you ever need to talk I'm always here, maybe talking about this would make you feel better.
Heyaz I'm new to this forum, and am exploring at the moment. Everyone seems so kind here, its good to see the acceptance of other peoples remarks. I'm such a random saying this right now ahaha