Meson Bolt

Sleep, music, and roleplaying. Sleep because, well, other than being necessary, it allows me an escape into a different world via dreams. I don't really remember my dreams very well, but I do like waking up happy and mellow. Whatever dreams I do have, they must be awesome, because I'm always wanting to go back to them when I get up. Music, because of similar reasons. I enjoy a wide variety of music, and I have music for almost every emotion. I'll turn on some aggressive rap for when I'm feeling upset, because it allows me to be upset at whatever the artist was upset about when they wrote the piece. I'll turn on some piano or guitar music for when I'm feeling peaceful, because they cool me down and make me imagine the artist's state of mind when he was playing it. I'll turn on some rock or dubstep when I want to feel badass or get hyped up, because it makes me think of how much fun the artist had when making or playing it. And roleplaying, because it's an escape from our terrible world into a different world, with different characters and different interactions. I'm not a fan of roleplays that involve a lot of combat, I much prefer those which deal with characters' emotions and growth, because I like seeing my characters grow and learn. Yeh. :3

Ehhhhhmmmm... I'm not really into NASCAR, like, at all. So much so that I don't feel right posting in this topic. The most I've ever been into it is having a NASCAR video game, and even then... I didn't really know what was going on. I'd either try and win the race (with all the bots set on easy, of course), or just see how big a crash I could cause. xD I have vague memories of watching races when I was really young. My dad always cheered for the #20 Home Depot car (Google tells me the driver was Tony Stewart). I have this one distinct memory of tuning in from a commercial break, and seeing the #20 car almost completely airborne, before it spiraled into a massive crash. That was... well, it was pretty funny to me as a kid. My dad was angry. x3 I dunno, I just don't see the appeal of driving around in a circle for 5 hours. :v

As much as I'd like to just turn a blind eye and be all "wear what you want, and don't hurt anyone"... I just, I can't. Not to this. Sorry. If I see something like that, I'm going to probably be really confused, and probably avoid that person. It's just so out of the ordinary that I'd be more surprised (and probably mildly amused) than anything else. I just dunno. You've gotta be really expressive to do something like that. xD

You know what? Coming from someone who's half-Asian, and who enjoys Asian food a lot, you'd think that I'd be a wizard with chopsticks. And yet, here I am, fumbling with them every time I hold them. Well, that's not true... there are some days where I'll just magically have the dexterity required to use them, and then on some days it's like I've never touched them before. I don't like using them though. I'd much rather use a fork. Like... a fork is just the better option here, people. It's the upgrade. Chopsticks are obsolete. Just... why use them anymore? (not to hate on anyone who likes chopsticks, just my opinion)

Yes, oh gaush yes. My grandmother got me this really nice G-shock when I was... I think I was 13? Or maybe 10. I dunno, I was young. I didn't like wearing it at first; it felt awkward and made my wrist itch (like @Lucky Bolt, kinda), but as I got used to it... I dunno, it just became a part of me, I guess. I'd wear that thing everywhere, to the point where I'd only take it off if I was showering. Unfortunately I broke it in Basic Training, trying to do a combat roll. :c I've replaced it since with a cheap AquaForce watch that I got from Fort Sill. I've been meaning to get another G-shock proper, but just haven't gotten around to it. But yeah, I'll wear my watch almost everywhere. Usually I'll only take it off if I'm showering, or if I'm trying to type or game (it makes it a little hard to hit the keys fast).

Met this one girl named Krysten. She wasn't particularly adorkable, just adorable in general. Red hair, some freckles, really short. Her face would turn red whenever you complimented her, and she'd try and play it off like she was confident or whatever. Absolutely made your heart melt. xD Unfortunately she moved away, and we broke contact, so. :v (I was like 14 at the time too guys)

Eh. I mean, I've never used one. I guess it's like watching a spooky movie, it's only really good fun if everyone's invested. As far as the whole "summoning demons" and stuff goes... I mean... I dunno. I'm really indifferent. I don't mean to downplay the possibility that there might be some supernatural shit happening, but at the same time... I mean, it's a piece of plastic and a piece of cardboard. <.<; Just, I dunno. Do whatever's fun for the group. Take precautions if it strikes your fancy, or don't. I'm not responsible if you hurt yourself.

A lot of things, actually. Waiting for this guy to post in a roleplay forum I'm on. The roleplay's getting really interesting right now, it's one of the few things that I look forward to every day. Waiting for my (ex) best friend to realize I've un-friended her, and see if she reacts. Waiting for 9:30 PM, so I can properly go to sleep and get a good night's rest. If I go to sleep now, I'll wake up in the middle of the night. Waiting for next Monday. My weekends are Monday-Tuesday now, so I'm coming off the tail end of one. I live weekend to weekend. Waiting for my 21st birthday, so I can finally get shitfaced proper. Waiting for my 2-year mark in the Army, so I can get promoted to Specialist and start getting a decent pay. Waiting for my 9-month deployment to be up, so I can go back home and relax. Waiting for Christmas leave period to start, so I can fly overseas and visit some friends. Waiting for someone to come into my life, who actually gives as much of a shit about me as I do about them.

Right now? Mildly ticked off. I'm trying to distract myself from being upset by posting here. It's helping a little, but not really.

Eh. I kinda agree with @Kyoshi. I mean, I had fun with it, but that's just me being a nerd. Ultimately it didn't help me at all in life.

Eh, I'm weird. I used to be Christian, like, hardcore Christian. But most of that wasn't really what I wanted for myself, it was forced on me by my parents and family. The rest of my family is Christian, but I'm, well, I'm not. I believe in all the stuff the Bible says, I'm just... I dunno. I just choose to reject it, because I'm tired of being toxic my whole life. Christians, by and large, are the most judgmental people I've ever encountered. They judge you for evil stuff, of course, like swearing and killing and stealing, and rightfully so. But they don't stop there. They'll judge your lifestyle. They judge you for what video games you play, what food you eat, how much you eat, what clothes you wear, whether or not you drink, or smoke, or have tattoos, or ride a motorcycle, or listen to Linkin Park. I guess I just got tired of being judged for all that, and said "screw it, I'd rather burn in hell than be a toxic asshole for the rest of my life". So, I guess I'm just a heathen then? Is there even a religion for people like me? People who believe in Christian beliefs, but choose not to follow Christianity?

It's not all bad, there are worse fandoms you could've fallen into. Welcome.

Eh, it really depends on what mood I'm in. I can get behind a nice chilly day, because then I get to wear hoodies and scarves and such, but then your hands get really cold. :c I can get behind a really warm day, as long as it's not really hot (110F or more), because then I can wear shorts and t-shirts and flip-flops and go swimming or whatever. I can get behind a snow day, because I don't get those very often, and I love snow. At night however, I really like thunderstorms. The sound of the rain and thunder really help me sleep. I've gotten some of the best sleep in my life during thunderstorms.

I actually cry really easily. I just do most of it on the inside, but it only takes a little pressure to get me to cry outwardly too. Usually it's when I'm overcome with guilt, or just frustrated at the life. Happens anytime I'm confronted with those feelings, in front of people or not. I hate it.

Eh, depends. My Discord is almost always open, along with this one roleplay forum I'm trying to get into. Aside from those two, I'll probably have MLPF up if I'm feeling social, a YouTube tab up if I'm listening to music or what not, and sometimes my deviantART.

I'm a mixed bag. On one hand, if I've already written you off as a dirtbag, don't bother trying to talk to me. I've made up my mind that I hate you, and I'm going to project all my negative emotions onto you as an emotional outlet. It's not personal, I just need someone to hate. On the other hand, if you haven't gotten on my bad side, I'm about as friendly to you as you are to me. I can be very loyal, trustworthy, and supportive, just as long as I feel like I'm being trusted and supported just as much. If there's an imbalance we're gonna have a problem. It's probably not the "right" answer, but it's the honest answer.

Day off today, so I'm wearing tan cargo shorts, a blue t-shirt and red checkered shirt over it, and black running shoes. Also my new glasses. :3

Eh... I fell asleep and woke up a lot last night. But I do remember a really odd dream about me and my brother trying to find this octopus and draw a picture of it.

Oh come on, what is with this crap guys? It's like two people having the same OC, and one of them is all "hey, you can't have that name, that's MY OC's name!". They're completely different characters. Who cares if their color scheme is the same.

(In my best Darth Vader voice)... "The kawaii is strong with this one..."

My sleep schedule is relatively fluid. Like, during a work week, I'll always get up at 4:30-ish because I have work at 5:30. But when I go to sleep is up in the air. I could go to sleep immediately after work, or I could stay up until 1:00 AM goofing off on YouTube. All that really changes is how much coffee I'll need in the morning. On weekends, it's even more fluid, since I don't have to get up at a set time. Sometimes I'll be really good about going to sleep at 10:00 PM, or sometimes I'll stay up until 7:00 AM and then be like "wait why's the sun up?". If I had a choice, I'd always get about 10 hours of sleep. If not, I can usually function relatively well on 6. The lowest I'll go is 2, but I'll need lots of coffee. That sort of adaptability is pretty cool to have. :3 (longest sleep session is 36 hours, so... <.<)