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Blaire D. Lycan

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  1. Blaire D. Lycan
    my heart has been torn a lot when i was little i have had bad things happen to me. i made a mistake that will stick to me till i die, i casted a spell that would let me leave my body and escape to other worlds. the price (which i did not know then) is that my heart slowly blackens. now the only cure for this is love for it is the ultimate light. but the cures stops people from falling in love with me, it also prevents me from dieing (want proof well lets say i swallowed a knife and i am still here ok?) also i have to have the worst luck ever. so there now you know it is not your fault ok? i was just struck stupid as a child. darkness is real and it hurts me every day. i hate what i have done but there is nothing i can do. so for those that think magic is awesome and want to be harry potter forget it please for your own sake because all magic comes with a price.
  2. Blaire D. Lycan
    hey it has been a while but i am back! to this it has been three weeks since i was hospitalized at brattleboro retreat, and let me tell you that that play helped yes but it was horrible because they were strict! they were not allowed to have plastic spoons on the unit! nope you had yo have folded paper ones! but worst of all if you were on cvo (constant visual supervision) then the staff would follow you everywhere, including the bathroom! but i am better now and things are going awesome i started playing league of legends (that is why annie is my profile pic). i had a nightmare of a demon attacking me then i woke up but when i fell asleep i dreamed i was at a church for my sister but before i could tell the preacher that he called me over to him by name and told me i had a demon haunting me! he said some bible verses that me myself did not know and then he showed my so ways to get ride of demons in the future and then he baptised me! i woke up after that and i was confused...
  3. Blaire D. Lycan
    hi there if anyone is even reading this i am sorry but this area is boring...however that won't stop me from writing! yesterday after i wrote on the blog i went to the drama rehearsal after school well that was fun we are doing "you can't take it with you" and well it is a very nice play. oh i forgot i have a few other things i want to talk about!
     
    laconia nh (my past five years in at least one paragraph)
     
    so i had this friend named gary and well he turned out to be a bully for one reason: if i did something wrong he would hit me hard. so that took all of my years there but i was happy there for one reason. there i volunteered at the boys and girls club and i actually started and finished middle school there! before that i was always moving even in manchester so i never stayed in one spot for more than one year prior to laconia. i really don't have anything else about laconia right now but trust me you'll hear about it sometimes cause a lot of good funny memories happened there.
     
    apathy:
     
    ok so i AM a empath which is funny because i have lack of certain emotions XD so my challenge it to make a mental switch to turn it off and on! because if i can turn off my emotions bullies can't get to me! i call it frozen!
     
    songwriting:
     
    i record songs...(if you read my profile you'll know i am trans gender from male to female) and i rapped the song i wrote! i have it on my mp3 but the problem is that i don't know who wants to see it...
     
    there that is to day...oh wait from now on i will have a daily random question, for your amusement lol but this one will have 2 because of my song lol.
  4. Blaire D. Lycan
    well this is me i did say this but again it is true i have issues (but don't everyone in there own way) and i have came a long way since franklin (roughly around 6-7 years ago) now a can control 60% of what i do but it totaly feels like less than 60.....well of to talk to my bff! lol more latter. 

    Source: Do you struggle with mental illness?
  5. Blaire D. Lycan
    hello i am myia rose and well i am starting this blog so that others can know what life up north is really like...also i will input my silliness and sometimes vent but nothing too bad. so with that let's go!
     
    so to when i woke there was snow on the ground...yes i know "how is there snow this late and the rest of the year no snow?" well beats me but there was. even worse is we were forced to take the poor dogs out anyway (they are chihuahuas) the poor dogs went out one foot and tried to bolt back in but when we brought them in we got told to take them out again anyway! so after that we had to go outside at 7:00 for the bus and it was cold..like really cold. and guess what... the bus never came until 7:20 and that made me late for breakfast. one more thing on the weather in which you might find funny. if we have -20 degrees outside or even 4 feet of snow the school won't close no matter what. they be like: two hour delay. anyway the people up here are way nicer than the laconia folks i know lol. but that's another story. i think this is a good introduction so i will stop here. welcome and buckle up your going for a ride.....
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