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  1. twiia

    Am I a horrible person?

    By twiia,

    Am I a horrible person? I got dissed by so called friends, and then my life got f***ed up. Friendship is not magic at this time for me...
     
    Is there enough time to make amends, or is it all over. I think its the latter, and unfortunately, since some of them may have gone here at some point...
     
    oh god do the people on this forum hate me too? My life is messed up
  2. twiia
    The drama queen from my life returns. :/ life is gonna be so annoying.
     
    None of my OCs are original. I've seen plenty of OCs with the same name, color scheme, cutie mark, special talent, personality etc... as Rosemary, OCs personality and name wise like Birdsong, OCs with the same talent as Light Star, and since it happened to one of my friends, I'm afraid somepony will call my ponysona Starry night a Lightning Bliss Recolor. Even though it only looks similar because of my artstyle.
    I am so unoriginal... *sighs*
  4. twiia

    Okay, I suck

    By twiia,

    Okay, now I definitely suck. Popularity and reputation are still getting to my head.
     
    I've been told to try to be a fan in my own way. But now... ugh I'm just so jealous. I definitely suck. Even my very crappy fan art isn't enough to show my devotion as a Twilight fan. In fact, the only thing I did was piss people off.
     
    "I'm not the queen. Maybe I was gonna be, but now..." *sighs* stupid mind of mines. Popularity shouldn't be important, but it is for me.
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    Am I a bad person?

    By twiia,

    Recently, I've been acting sorta 'weird.' I am nearly everywhere, looking at most threads, posting lots of stuff. I've just been wanting to stay ahead of several newbies in post count and popularity, well, because I joined before them. And because of that I think I may or may not have pissed people off. I suck.
     
    I am a Twilight Sparkle and TLK fan, but I feel that theres so many fans already, and I'd never 'make it to the top.' I keep thinking about these things. Wonder if Twilight Sparkle the Pony Queen will become a thing. *glances at my own sig and profile*
     
    I became obsessed with counting every post and profile view and keeping track.
     
    Do these things make me a bad person?
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    Confusion

    By twiia,

    Why... do people keep changing their freaking display name??? Its confusing and annoying. I mean, when they COMPLETELY CHANGE THEIR NAME. Seriously though. What the buck
     
    [no offense anypony, but really.]
  7. twiia
    Okay, I think I'm partially banned or whatever. Made a post- awaiting mod approval even though I don't have any warning points, or I think. Am I banned or under the mod queue?
     
    Now I want to delete my VERY STUPID post. Meh :/
     
    I remember that before that I clicked on a random button next to the post. ?
     
    I don't think its really necessary to waste the time of the moderators on two ridiculously stupid posts.
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    So called 'OC'

    By twiia,

    So called an original character. Yes, probably another rant blog post about originality, but seriously! OC is original character, right! Not so original. Yep, my OC Rosemary is 'totally' original. Its way overdone. I found a heck load of other OCs with same or similar personality, similar backstory, similar or same talent, and even OCs with the SAME EXACT cutie mark! Seriously though, my 'OC' is not original at all.
     
    I feel like the talent is WAYYY overdone, so I'm bound to find similar OCs. How many OCs have healing and healing herbs and that sort of stuff as their special talent? A lot. So really, I'm not that surprised. But is it pure coincidence that I've stumbled across OCs with the same cutie mark and similar talent? And I thought OCs were supposed to be unique and original. Haha, guess I was wrong.
     
    Now onto cutie marks... Yeah, the heart thing is way overdone. But how many cutie marks are literally the same? I actually found maybe one or two with same cutie mark and talent.
     
    Personality.... Yeah there really aren't many personality options so I'm not that surprised or concerned at all.
     
    Rosemary is my first OC that I actually put some effort into and shes also my ponysona. So finding ponies that are exactly the same other than appearance and maybe species, can get a bit annoying after some time. Guess my work went to waste... got to go make an 'original' OC pony.
     
    I swear I never saw those ponies until recently... So does that make me the person copying, or them the copycats? I don't know, and don't want to find out. All that work that I put into creating Rosemary (who was a pretty crappy character to begin with) went to waste. Oh well. I might quit the fandom anyway. Bet I'm the only pegasister without an OC thats actually original. Finding ponies nearly exactly the same can get frustrating after some time.
     
    So, HOW CAN I MAKE AN OC, THATS ACTUALLY AN OC??? IDK
     
    If you have a very similar 'OC,' then I'd expect you to never want to see this yellow mare ever again. Heres a headshot of Rosemary, my ponysona so called original character.

     
     
    I need to make an actual OC, not a copy or a fake. If anything similar has happened to you, you may or may not know how I feel right now.
     
    Seriously though. The fandom is huge so... this rant post was absolutely pointless. I bet I won't be able to type up a new 'OC' anytime soon.
     
    OMG my life is just so crappy right now. :/
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    Son of a bitch

    By twiia,

    Drama queen is gone for now, but she's coming back. But now there's more drama DX
     
    This random son of a bitch keeps annoying me and nagging me and treating me like a little kid. Plus, he likes to yell and make peoples lives miserable. I'm so f***ing pissed these days.
     
    This entry is so freaking short because typing it from my phone.... O.o
  10. twiia
    I feel like I'm invisible on here. Not that I want to be popular, but its like I'm invisible... literally. :/
     
    My blog entries really need to be longer, but I don't feel like typing a lot for no one to see... because thats probably what will happen.
  11. twiia
    *rolls eyes* Seriously, thats what everypony posts in the Welcoming Plaza. How original.
     
    'Your art is awesome!' really? Really? How original. Put some thought, just a little thought in your comments, please.
     
    'Your art looks just like somepony elses!' Oh, right. How original.
     
    This is more like a rant than a blog post, but I'm feeling so unoriginal.
  12. twiia

    Life can get boring

    By twiia,

    Yesterday, I tried to pull off an all nighter, and stayed up until 7:30 am. Unfortunately due to lack of sleep I dozed off even though I had to leave soon. Wow I'm so stupid... O.o And deciding to do another one today. Not really a good idea... but recently I've been feeling bored and slightly depressed a lot.
     
    School's let out, theres the entire summer break, and here I am, not sure about what to do with my life. Some people (like miss drama queen) piss me, some people annoy me, some things get in the way of a good time.
     
    Maybe I should leave forums... But then my life will get worse... :/ but still my profile feed and a roleplay I'm the DM of just keep bothering me. My profile feed has gotten a bit sorted out but my first roleplay is DRIVING ME NUTS. I mean, I like roleplaying, but I hate the fact that my depressed mood has gotten to my character and forcing me to completely revise personality, and cause my pony to maybe get a lot of hate for the bad attitude. All because of my crappy life. Now all the people I roleplay with probably hate me... My forum life is doomed :/ Theres no hope left. And note I am quoting my character because thats how I actually feel. The entire roleplay is dragging me down and offending me and my shit attitude. : (
  13. twiia

    I am so... PEEVED!

    By twiia,

    I am so... PEEVED!!! Stupid annoying drama queen just HAS to spoil my day. Look people, I'm getting less active because that b**** keeps popping into my personal space and sticking her nose in ALL of my beeswax! Seriously, has she ever heard of leave me alone?
     
    To deal with my frustration (sorta), at midnight or so I draw a headshot of my OC Rosemary with a disgusted or angry expression on her face, to symbolize my own disgust at this annoying situation. These days, I feel like I need to talk to somepony and unfortunately, school is over so I'm doomed. Somepony, anypony, can we just have a friendly chat?
  14. twiia
    I have had a stroke of bad luck today. Well, more than a single stroke. First of all, school was going fine until third period, and SOMEONE stole my pencil. I only had one pencil that wasn't a drawing pencil, and I'm very particular about which pencils I use. That someone who stole my pencil steals at least one pencil from someone in my group every day. I'm sorta surprised he hadn't gotten creamed by one of the teachers yet. Teachers these days... *sigh* So anyways, third period was math, and we had a long assignment, and of course I couldn't do anything without a pencil. The rest of school was meh, until after 7th period, art class.
     
    For art class, we got let out early for 'Yearbook Day.' Since I 'didn't turn in' my library books, I couldn't get my yearbook yet. After school, I went to the library to see what they mean by 'missing books,' and of course there was a super long line. Waiting in it took forever, and I was really impatient because I had to catch the bus. Finally they found out that I turned my books in two months ago... So then I got my yearbook, and of course the buses just left. It isn't the first time I missed the bus, but I still had no idea what to do. I just decided to walk, which was obviously a very dumb idea, as I still had to walk a mile or so. Halfway there I realized I hadn't turned in my $20 donation. Searching around, I can't find it so I believe I lost it. But then it just appears, somewhere really random. Of course I have to walk back to the school (half a mile...) O.o When I try to turn in my money, the teacher is busy with an afterschool club and I'm not going to be rude and barge in. I had to leave, and of course the main office is closed too... Eventually I do manage to send in the donation... long story
     
    Then of course I had to deal with a very annoying drama queen who's also a huge crybaby. It all started when I asked her a simple question that I asked my entire class- would you rather buy fancy homemade wrapped soap bars for $2, $2.50, or $3 US Dollars? This was a question I needed to find out others opinion on... Me and someone else are selling them to raise money for charity and we are trying to figure out how much to price them.
     
    Here's a question for all of you- Would you rather buy fancy homemade wrapped soap bars for $2, $2.50, or $3 US Dollars?
     
    Please comment your answer down below! I need to know by June 7th
  15. twiia
    I always feel embarrassed when a person who hasn't been on very long bypasses me in post rank. But I also like posting a lot too...
     
    So, I present... the 50 post challenge. :/
     
    Its pretty straightforward. Try your best to make 50 or more posts in 24 hours. O.o
  16. twiia

    Twii Arts and stuff?

    By twiia,

    Twii is now best pony, but along with best pony comes a ton of fan art. :/
     
    Who's best Twii fan? Not me, but I wish. Time to pick a new pony to be a fan of, or stop with this ridiculous popularity biz.
     
     
     
  17. twiia

    Ruined Art and Day

    By twiia,

    Well, I had a REALLY bad day, as usual. I start off with feeling extremely depressed, and then I try to go on forums to cheer myself up, which usually doesn't work... O.o my 'depression' is that bad. Then stupid annoying drama queen has to show up and stuff her nose into my personal beeswax. I can deal with stuff on my own, people!
     
    I was away for most of the day, which was nice. Then drama queen ruins my entire evening by, you probably guessed it, not minding her own beeswax. For the last time, I CAN DEAL WITH THINGS ON MY OWN. And later on, another really annoying drama queen has to show up. I was in the middle of some art and I stupidly left my computer on... When I wasn't looking, the other drama queen did something to my art and the art program I was using (Krita) and completely ruined it. Not just my art, but the program too. Now I can't access the program. Well I can, but I can't do anything on it.
     
    I got really pissed and decided to write this blog entry Tried fixing the program to no avail. I'd put off asking other more experienced Krita users but as I usually say to myself, 'If you don't learn things on your own you'll never get ahead in life.' So now, I find myself bored and annoyed and angry, and I need to find better art programs after that other drama queen ruined it. >
  18. twiia
    I'm trying to improve on my artwork, but I usually do traditional art. I usually use a regular pencil, and crappy pencils and pens. Combine that with the crappy cameras my phone and iPad has and you get a picture that looks absoluterly terrible on a computer. I also need a better program than MS Paint for digital art. Most of my art supplies and programs suck, and combining that with an even crappier camera doesn't make things any better. O.o
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