twiia
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hhhh I haven't been here in a long time and sorta forgotten how things work
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I suppose that makes sense
I am Twiia, formerly Queen Twii the infamous 11 year old post spammer if you remember that time period. I'm 13 now and I spend more time drawing than posting, which can be a good thing. How did I get to the Pony rank in less than a year without roleplaying? It's because of what I did in the summer of 2016, and I don't feel good about it.
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Today... my rabbit Oreo died. He still had a good 5 or 6 years before him, and he died suddenly in what appeared to be sleep. He was one of the only ones who wouldn't mind me venting, and petting him almost always makes me feel better. He was also really cute. Worst of all... my family blames me for his death. I already have enough to deal with, but grief, with a side of blame, is making this worse. I can't bring myself to finish 12 commissions, when Oreo's on my mind. Still don't know the cause of death. Yesterday, I noticed he had blood on his nose and he wasn't jumping around outside and he rejected our greens and ate grass instead. His heart seemed to be beating faster than normal. He also seemed abnormally warm, like he was running a fever. But... maybe his death is my fault. I was the one who first noticed the symptoms. I should have told my parents, but I didn't, and simply tried to convince myself it was nothing. I know my dad thinks it's illogical to take anything other than a dog or cat to the vet, but he said that in extreme circumstances, we would rush over to the nearest vet (only about 15 minutes away). So... maybe I am the one to blame. And I need to finish 12 commissions... can I have some time to... grieve and then try getting over my eh, issues.
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My condolences. I know how you feel. I lost my one of my cats last month after 14 years together. Similar disease that claimed another one of my cats a few years prior.
Don't blame yourself, as that will solve nothing. Blaming yourself won't bring Oreo back. It will only hurt you, and Oreo wouldn't want that. Maybe you could've done something, maybe there was nothing that could be done. Point is, now is not the time for blame. Now is the time to morn. Now is the time to heal. Now is the time to remember what joy he brought and why he mattered so much.
Go ahead. Take your time. You have all of it in the world.
May Oreo's legacy live on.
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I'm gonna admit something
I just turned 13. About 8 ish days ago. I joined this place when I was 11 and never got caught.
I think my artwork's pretty good for someone who's only 13 and doesn't attend any art classes.
btw sorry about the wait on requests. dA commishes come first and only when I complete those then I'll get started on completing requests.
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I can't use this site anymore
everything's extremely comfusing
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Hmm, it really is that confusing, huh? I gotta admit, while it took me a while at first to figure out how to get a list of recent status updates (which I'll admit is definitely less user-friendly now) and change notifications and such, I don't really seem to experience anywhere near the kind of difficulty I keep hearing people have... on the whole, things seem about as standard as usual, nothing much really strikes me as all that far away from where it was before.
Don't get me wrong, I do consider how the forums were before the update to be more user-friendly than it is in its current state, most likely that's something that will need to be improved in time. And there are other things that'll need to be addressed as well, I've seen valid criticisms of the overbearing whiteness for one. But the update being called a 'chaotic mess', it's not something I really understand so far. Which isn't to say that criticism is invalid, I just don't really relate to it too much.
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rip Ni's laptop- 2015-2016
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I know I said I was going to be inactive, but... There's this site that has been stealing art from me and others. I clicked on the site, then found this page, warning people to not click on the site. I did... And now I think I might have some kind of malware. My laptop is acting up again, and I don't really know what's going on.
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'Retired' MLPFs member. Its been so long... I'll miss you all. I might pop in and say hi, but for the most part I'm ...
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how to solve quadratic functions. I suck at that
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Almost 1 year anniversary on this forum~
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Well its been nice knowing you guys, but... I don't feel entirely welcome after vanishing for months and then coming back as an entirely new person. I guess I'll stick around for some time and yea...
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Welcome to forums. Btw luv your art and watched over on deviantart
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After my long hiatus, coming back feels so weird...
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wow... its been a year since I first joined this fandom, and nearly a year on this forum. Wow time flies
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Hey people, back (again) Now that I'm quitting dA and digital art, I'll have more time to spend on forums with you guys!
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Leaving forums for a short while, got a heck load of hw.
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Everypony, Princess Bella just told me that her account is suspended until September 2017.
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A joke I played on myself just backfired...
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Is it too late to make amends, or is it all over? I will post blog entry soon
I think I'm gonna blush >////<
