Viscra Maelstrom

i had fixed this one ages, but just found an issue in it, fixed, and decided to upload it now. it's from a christmas hardstyle mix that were on Youtube, but had horrendous transitions, so i fixed it up. if it's any improvement at all, see for yourself: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xb54_96-MWg the tracks weren't in the best shape, admittedly, but i couldn't care less at all. i'm too lazy to make a mix with proper versions of the songs. tracklist (taken directly from the video because i'm a lazy SOAB): 1. Nexcit - Last Christmaz (Hardstyle Christmas Special) 2. All I Want For Christmas (Hardstyle) 3. Showtek & Zany ft. MC DV8 - It`s The Santa 4.Jingle Bells Hardstyle Remix (Hard) oh yeah, download link: http://www38.zippyshare.com/v/98396924/file.html i'm tired, grumpy, and pissed off as hell uploading this, by the way. i stayed up hours of the night to do make a crummy mix and fix an even crummier mix?! oh yeah, Happy Hearth's Eve.

FUCKING SPIDERS. seriously they're the most frightening creatures i have ever seen. they're big, hairy, moves in a absolutely terrifying way, and some of them can kill you in minutes. how is that NOT frightening? wasps, bees, or generally anything small that goes BZZZZZZ when they fly. i physically step out of the bug's way to avoid getting hit by it flying into me. this has eased up, but i still get a pounding heart from them. heights. i've been acusstomated to this height in this apartment, but anything higher and i wince, because i don't want to fall down and die. arguing and beates. i suck terribly at it and can't confront anyone with a good backup of words. i also get emotions heavily involved into various debates, making it hard for me to choose what to do and believe in. that's why i tend to stay neutral in such cases or flee from them with a bad excusing line. touching things that i am unsure how they work. what if i hurt myself, break the item, or get unwanted attention and angry looks? yeah, i'm a scaredy-cat.

nevermind, found a Scratch image and gave it a black background: edit: okay, so here is how mine looks now:

lol everypony kisses. it's like "cooties - the thread"! umm, as long as you don't try to kill me, i could kiss you.

hmm, to change to that in the holiday spirits or not to change...

where can i get this beauty.

I could do it. I've been a mod on a forum once. I am generally way too active here, and I could use some of my time here to be of any use.

so you're a female? not often you see female trolls on the internet. i always thought they were guys with no lives. do you have a life?

you know, homosexuality was the other thing saving me from depression.

yaaay! again!

i concur!

with all that cream on your face, you're practically BEGGING to be kissed.

i'm gonna go call bullshit on this, as well. you have no idea how i'd be a person right now, were it not for people on the internet. i was at rock-fucking-bottom last fall, and it held out through the winter. i was caught in a cycle of depression that seemed endless. i was depressed. i was semi-suicidal. hell, i was even partly homicidal back then. i wanted to hurt myself and others, just so i could feel something. i was not well, i didn't go to school for a month. i told NO ONE at home AT ALL about how i felt. they had NO FUCKING IDEA WHATSOEVER THAT I WAS A COMPLETE FUCKING WRECK. had Feather at the other forum not decided to contact me during my time of depression, i would not have had the courage to tell him about how i felt about fucking everything. i trusted him, moreso than i could say about anyone in my family. thanks to him, i was saved from the personal hell i was stuck in. i don't feel well either now, years of negative thinking and the death of your grandmother does that to you. and who do i turn to? my internet friends. i may be alone and not have friends irl, but i'm trying to change that. guess who told me i could do it? my internet friends i have no one to turn to irl, so i turn to those i know via internet. you have NO IDEA how much they've decided to help me though this. how much they have made me feel better. how much easier my life has become thanks to them. and you're saying only friends you know irl can do this? here's what i call that: Bull Fucking SHIT also, if you're drunk, don't post things like this. seriously.