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my mom just said she didnt believe I was really her son because of my religious beliefs  Then she went on to say that only religions connected to Christianity are "real" religions Then I found that not only does she not even know the name of my religion, she barely knows what I believe in. In fact, she has a very twisted picture of it 

Last status update was a the low point of my day, but it was just the universe creating balance (aw yeah bois!) Apparently, three different Californian Colleges specializing in technology are interested in me. So Im now invited to a thingy this summer, to be introduced and tour the campus, and its like a hands on thing and I get college credit. yay! 

A guy asked me to homecoming "AS FRIENDS!" and my mom had a problem cuz she thinks were going as more than that. She's insulted my sexuality, and quite frankly, I'm pissed. I'm like that, but that doesnt mean any guy I go to a dance to I plan to get with, I'm not into this guy. My mom doesnt get that. Plus this dude's straight as a board

"She says she wants to end it all

When shes all alone in her room – she cries

The way she feels inside, is too much for her

When all you got is these four walls

Its not that hard to feel so small

Or even exist at all

How come no one heard her when she said

Maybe I'm better off dead

If I was would it finally be enough

To shut out all the voices in my head

Maybe Im better off dead

Better Off Dead!

Did you hear a word

Hear a word I said?

This is not where I belong

You're gonna miss me when Im gone

Gone, Gone

This is not where I belong

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

She doesnt know she's beautiful

Because no one ever told her so

And the demons that she has, are all she knows

And maybe she can fall in love with someone in her life who she could trust

And tell her she's enough (have some one tell her she's enough)

How come no one heard her when she said

Maybe I'm better off dead..."

                                                                               – Exerpt from Better off Dead by Sleeping with Sirens

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Another great song, its really relatable to me. I went through the samee sort of issues and it was really hard to get passed. Everyone just said fake things like "wanting to take you're own life is wrong" or "it says in the Bible you shouldn't think like that" No offenseon that last note to anybody, but that never helped. It just made me feel worse, they never tried to understand. I wish I would've heard something like this song from any of them. I really think the message in this song could save lives. Thankfully, I had great friends who at least tried to care, and an amazing guidance counselor, I made it, but I came really close to the falling edge. Someone out there could realize their value listening to this, I could only imagine how many people Id have hurt if I wasnt here. I dont want anyone else to go through the pain I did, and thats why thiss beautiful peice is one of my favorites. Im litterally in tears writing this. Its just so inspirational, and when this song came on I couldn't help but post SOMETHING about it. Hope someone sees the beauty in it as I do Brohoof everypony 

"...a young man dreams while he sleeps in his bed

Death keeps an eye while he's waiting for the dead

My life is the needle and my soul is the thread

My mouth is the poison, my tongue is the lead

Sometimes I feel like I'm just stuck in my own skin

Trying to break free

But I can't escape me

So the gas with some matches

Lets burn the old empire into ashes"

                                                                         ― Exerpt from Empire to Ashes by Sleeping with Sirens

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Okay this is litterally my favorite verse from this song. It really speaks to me. Whats everypony else think? 

Happy Birthday! LETS EAT CAKE TILL WE PASS OUT! 

Peter Pan's personality was based of of the greek god Pan (giving us the english word "panic", fun fact), who was the spirit of dischord. Now get ready to have your minds blown. Have you ever seen Peter Pan and Dischord in the same place at one time?

DISCHORD IS PETER PAN! ILLUMINATI CONFIRMED!