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*sighs* look, I’m gonna be perfectly honest here. As you can already tell, I haven’t been in the best of moods and I know some of you aren’t gonna like to hear this, but there’s a VERY high chance that I may leave the MLP forums for good (…and I’m dead serious btw)
I’m not gonna be specific, but there are certain people here on the forums that are making me feel “uncomfortable” and they are putting me in a rather depressed mood…
(make me feel as if coming onto the forums itself is a challenge)
As for all the people / friends I (specifically) gave my personal congrats to:
https://mlpforums.com/topic/166164-~free-compliments~/
…you’re all fine. This message is not meant for you
You all have been good to me in one way or another and I really thank you for that…
…but at this point in time, I feel as if I don’t have a purpose here otherwise. I mean, it’s hard for me to find interesting topics and such, so it makes it harder for me to interact with people and get my name around here…
I mean, it’s not like I’m ever gonna contribute to the forums by opening up my own request shop, donating money (I dunno how to), role-playing or anything like that…I don’t have the energy to do those sort of things…
…and I’m fully aware there’s a pony-con coming up later this year. I dunno if I can make that at this point…
To put it in short, I’m at an all-time low and I am majorly depressed. So unless you guys can cheer me up or if you have any (good) reasons why I should stay on, let me know. Til then, I’ll be offline…
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I like to Poop. Poop, poop, poopity-poop-poop.
Hey, you said to cheer you up & I gotta do it my way!
Solly, my boy... (here, let me try the other card besides Silly that i'm good at... meandering philosophy.) What makes you feel like you have to add anything? You can show up here less often, but this is just a minor distraction & a hobby. Ain't nobeing telling you you have to do anything, respond to so many things or do so many posts a day. This is not an obligation. There oughten't be any stress here that you aren't inadvertently putting on yourself.
Let's put it this way. No doubt you had a cadre of peeps telling you how important your schooling was. Now think back. Wasn't there the odd few days sprinkled throughout your years there that were just absolute drudgery? Where you just showed up where only minorly useful information was given out, not much different happened and you might as well as not showed up?
I say, The Purpose of Life is to Not Have A Purpose! Enjoy what you're allotted! If you're always sitting there stuck about how you ought be best doing things or your reason why, you'll wind up giving yourself multiple aneurysms.
Why do you think my head is this large?
Enjoy yourself, buddy! And if you no longer are here, then go on to find yourself something else fun to be on about! All I could ask for is to know that you are somewhere's out there happy & satisfied!
Because I'm quite the empath... it really does start hurting if I know somebeing else out there is hurting...
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SpoilerQuoteI feel as if I don’t have a purpose here otherwise. I mean, it’s hard for me to find interesting topics and such, so it makes it harder for me to interact with people and get my name around here…
I mean, it’s not like I’m ever gonna contribute to the forums by opening up my own request shop, donating money (I dunno how to), role-playing or anything like that…I don’t have the energy to do those sort of things…
Purpose? you have a purpose, you interact wit your friends, hay, I post cat pictures, what an amazing purpose (sarcasm). Interesting topics goes and comes now and then, it's natural on the internet. Why do you need to get your name around? what does it matter? your friends know oyu.
request shop and donating? neither will I, or many of the other users. if you feel bad for not giving money, keep the adds on, that gives money. request shop, like said, I and many others won't probably ever make one either, and not only that, some, like me, has used other request shops taking free art, but without giving anything back.
And Roleplaying,is not really a big deal, it doesn't matter if you do it or not.
Quotecertain people here on the forums that are making me feel “uncomfortable” and they are putting me in a rather depressed mood…
Ignore them, and if it's an opinion, use the setting that hides everything they do from you.
But in the end, t's your choice, and can't really say anything to change your mind, but just know that you have helped me.
Though many doesn't know it, I have suffered for years from possible depression. I say possible because it hasn't been diagnosed (at least yet), but long story short, without you, Totally Lyra, and very few others(who all have left the forums), god knows where I would be, if I would be anywhere. You don't know how much smile caused by a silly status update, comment, etc. can change one's mood.
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...it's not me, is it? 'cause... this is, like, the second time now somebody has said they've been made to feel uncomfortable not soon after I PM'ed them something I retroactively regretted. I fear I may shoot my mouth off sometimes. Hey, I'm just giving what I've got...
Hmph. Well, what with the eight paragraph letters I keep shooting off to you, you can't very well leave those hanging!
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