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Rikifive
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Could it be, that I'm getting ... bored of ponies?
The fascination is gone for a long time now, and I'm also experiencing obvious signs of it - I've noticed I tend to find mlp as 'cringy' from time to time, and more often as the time goes on. I don't mean, that the show and franchise in general is bad, nor that there's anything wrong with liking it, I just 'internally' started questioning myself if I am actually still interested in all of this or not.
I still love MLP and I enjoy the fandom's content, but I feel like the passion related to it has just burned out for the most part. MLP made me feel like a kid again, which was a great deal, but now I feel like I've grown up, again. I'm having difficulties with finding the motivation to do things I've been doing so far and I'm hardly active here on the forums. On a side note, I've been experiencing somewhat rough events here lately, heh. I feel like I already gave everything I had to offer and that there's nothing left for me to do... and that remaining silent works best.
It's really hard to put it into words to explain it accurately, I'm having mixed feelings I hardly can understand myself. Perhaps I just need some time... Perhaps I should find something else, something new... I don't even know, I end up mostly procrastinating, and the job I have with afternoon shifts all the way doesn't make it any better.
Hmm, I'm just sharing some thoughts, I'm not planning to make any 'official' changes, so to speak. I just wanted to somehow explain my inactivity. I guess I'll just continue sneaking around and see how it goes.
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Yeah there's no one bullying me into thingsactually I'm poked from time to time. What are you working on there? 
ikr? you're just nicely saying you want to leave and suddenly everyone come out of nowhere to wreck you saying that you shouldn't do this. Truly aggressive ponies I say.
jk jk
I guess I'm just not fascinated by it anymore and I kinda miss the times when I was. I still like it all of course, won't be giving up on that yet!
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My mother has taught me something.
"If you are not completely sure of something don't do it, stay where you are."
This moment is huge, amazing isn't it?
This moment is crucial in your life, you need to think it through, find the source of your feelings and act accordingly.
Not going to lie, I've been tempted to leave this place myself, I decided not to in the end, can't remember everything right now.
What I mean is, take a break if you must, clear your head off things, meditate, ask for opinions, and finally, when you have depleted all your resources of thinking, when you are sure of the right action, quoting palpatine: do it.
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"If you are not completely sure of something don't do it, stay where you are."
That actually is exactly what I'm doing in such situations.
I shared my thoughts to explain my inactivity and everything, but not doing anything, staying where I am. waiting for stars to lead the way
Many of us had that moment I believe, stuff happens.
Yeah, for now I'm mostly sneaking around, if anyone would need something. The new year is around the corner, so perhaps I should try setting some goals and making some changes in how I spend my time.
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