Rikifive

Could it be, that I'm getting ... bored of ponies? 

The fascination is gone for a long time now, and I'm also experiencing obvious signs of it - I've noticed I tend to find mlp as 'cringy' from time to time, and more often as the time goes on. I don't mean, that the show and franchise in general is bad, nor that there's anything wrong with liking it, I just 'internally' started questioning myself if I am actually still interested in all of this or not.

I still love MLP and I enjoy the fandom's content, but I feel like the passion related to it has just burned out for the most part. MLP made me feel like a kid again, which was a great deal, but now I feel like I've grown up, again. I'm having difficulties with finding the motivation to do things I've been doing so far and I'm hardly active here on the forums. On a side note, I've been experiencing somewhat rough events here lately, heh. I feel like I already gave everything I had to offer and that there's nothing left for me to do... and that remaining silent works best.

It's really hard to put it into words to explain it accurately, I'm having mixed feelings I hardly can understand myself. Perhaps I just need some time... Perhaps I should find something else, something new... I don't even know, I end up mostly procrastinating, and the job I have with afternoon shifts all the way doesn't make it any better. 

Hmm, I'm just sharing some thoughts, I'm not planning to make any 'official' changes, so to speak. I just wanted to somehow explain my inactivity. I guess I'll just continue sneaking around and see how it goes.