Rikifive

I'd say something to criticize churches/religion a bit, but that would be kinda against the forum rules I suppose, so I guess I'll just remain silent.

Anyway, today the funeral took place. Everybody gangsta until I got to see the photo of my grandpa there in the church -- that's the moment when my mind realized, that it's real, that it actually happens, that it's not a dream. Many flashbacks of things I'm going to miss started floating around my mind. I still cannot believe this time has actually came. The time.. is really going flipping fast, maybe I should consider starting staring at the wall for the whole days to slow it down.

So... it's all over now. I'll miss his epic comments, him constantly asking me if I'd like to eat something.. and I guess I'll always feel bad, that I didn't get the chance to visit him lately because of that corona virus. He was always looking forward for another visit. It all happened so suddenly.

That surely was an extremely crappy week.