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Hey, hey Outnick! That's really interesting! Happy to hear that actually!  
Don't you worry, there's no need to haste, you really need to be patient, believe me.  It will take a looooong time to get familiar with programming, even years. Prepare for many, many, many mistakes during your progress, but know, that each one will teach you something.  

I also always liked math- the numbers, diagrams - hp bars in games and whatsoever - it's all about math!  

There are maaaaaany programming languages, where each has its pros and cons. Personally I don't know any C, but I've heard it's good, so someday I'll consider putting my hoof on it.  

And yeah, as @Error 404 said, knowing syntax is one thing, being able to create a working thing with all of it though, is where real programming starts. Don't be worried about art and other stuff like this - while it's more than great to be capable of coming up with everything on your own, you may always find some help online for your little first projects (or perhaps real life friends, which would be even better). There are some free-to-use resources, there are some artists, that could be interested in helping you if they'd find your project interesting. Programmer, Art, Music Composer etc., are all different jobs, so it's not always required to be good in each.  

There are lot of differences but on the other hand there aren't really that much. 

Firstly if you want to draw digital I'd say drawing tablet is a must since drawing with the mouse is unnecessarily hard. I'd say that drawing digital is more forgiving as you can just ctrl Z all mistakes but with pencil and paper it's harder to erase the mistakes 

Well i was thinking on working on psychology but after programming it's just so more me xD so i guess i should invest more on it, although i like psychology but idk it can be a hobby, I'm just like "i want to program something really silly" here but sadly i can't today, only tomorrow