PurpleStarNova

But the bad thing is that it has to be online/texting my parents arent well with the whole online datting stuff especially if i wanted to go out with a guy...or i can always be friends with benafits with someone lol.

I don't see anything wrong with taking your time to get to know someone, and to also take time to figure out how you would manage a relationship with them. It's better to do that than to rush into things. Good luck. ^^

There's nothing wrong with wanting to take your time with things and you know your parents far more than most of us probably will. Coming out to them might not be the safest option for you right now. I just really don't like you having to go through the possible feeling of being trapped between what you want and what your options are. Your heart might be saying one thing but it might not be the safest option for you right now. I think I'm complicating things for you more than...